After 3 years, I finally learnt the truth about you. All the lies that you put me through all this time. They are right when they say the truth hurts because words can't even describe what i'm feeling right now. I'm thankful that you finally told me the truth about EVERYTHING. Basically, now I really don't know who you really are. I feel that our friendship has been nothing but a lie all this time. Money was one of the factors that led to this. Money is a sensitive thing, but everyone loves money. Greed. Everything you did is unacceptable and wrong. Some of the lies you told really shock me. For you to go to that extend to lie is really unbelievable. All this time, I still do not know what you think of me and how much you truly cared. What's the truth about our friendship? How much did you truly care about me? I wish I know exactly how you feel, but I'll never know even if you tell me. It may just be another lie afterall. Why did you require a third party to interfere before you can tell me the truth? Is it so hard for you to tell someone the truth? I don't know why I am capable of forgiving someone like you, but I guess I want you to change for the better. The only reason I can think of for forgiving you is that I do care about you. We all make mistakes, but it's really how we grow from it. You are a master of lies. You can lie without blinking and thinking. You can really act out a whole show and make someone sympathise with you thinking that you're in need of it when actually everything in your life is perfectly alright. At the end of the day, I'm the one that suffers for being "the good guy". I'm the one that suffers for being NICE. I'm the one that suffers for wanting to HELP. I'm the one that suffers for your SELFISHNESS. I'm the one that suffers from all your LIES. I don't think anyone would ever forgive you for what you did if they were in my shoes. The only reasons I can think of for giving you a chance is I'm an idiot/fool OR I truly do care for you and I want to help you become a better person. Other than the things you owe me (i'm sure you know what they are), you don't owe me anything else. You don't have to carry on with this friendship if you don't wish to. I don't pressurize you to do so. However if you do wish to continue with it, then be TRUE about it and NO MORE LIES. Right now, I really do not know how I feel towards you and I guess only time will tell when I truly get to know you for you are. I'm sure you want to know that yourself too. There are still many things I'm confused about and I do want to get my doubts clear. The only reason why I feel you told those lies was because of GREED. Am I right? Were all the nice things you did a lie as well? Like the things you bought for me? The things you said to me? The times you approached me for help? The times you ask me for forgiveness? Take your gf out of the picture because she has nothing to do with anything. I don't know how serious you see what you did as, but let me tell you the truth. It's a SERIOUS offence to CHEAT someone and it's WRONG to LIE from the very start. The WORST part was lying about your FAMILY and SWEARING upon their NAMES. Please don't ever do that again for your OWN sake. Where do we go from here? I have no clue honestly. But you have to think about how much our friendship means to you and how much you truly want it to continue on yea? If you feel that I'm nothing much to you or I'm a burden or just not important in your life, then do let me know. Honestly, I'm still trying to figure out how much I mean to you in your life all this time. You said things like "just like any other friend", "important to me", "don't want to lose you", "can live without you", "care about you", "not close as my closer friends", "closer than most friends", "love you as a friend", "love you as a buddy", "love you as a brother", "hate me", "want to cut off friendship", "brothers forever". So which of those you said above is truly what you mean? I think you know all this time what I treat you as and who I am to you. Don't let that cloud your mind or anything. Just think about how you felt about our FRIENDSHIP all this time. I think once you are certain about it and I can get that definite answer from you, then I will know how to proceed. BOTH of us have alot to LEARN from this and I do hope that we will learn from it and become BETTER as a person from now onwards. The damage has already been done. The pain has already been felt. The truth has already been surfaced. From now onwards, no more lies ok? Take this as a learning experience. "Life is a learning journey" right? We learn from mistakes and become better as a person! Yup, NO HARD FEELINGS! =]

Take care man/bro/buddy/friend/dude/mate/pal/comrade/whatever la hor (OMGWTHBBQ!?)

L0L! We shall leave that like that for now and see how things goes? See how things goes slowly and steadily! PEACE! =]

"Life is a learning journey."
- JC (you la kambing!)