Part Deux.
my name is Shawn. The Message.
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Previously On Shawn's Blog
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 10:55 pm
Ep 6.1 - Righting The Wrongs
我不知不覺 又徘徊在從前
Unconsciously, I have wandered back to the past again 秋風悄悄的呼喚 聽來盡是孤單 The autumn wind calls softly, filled with loneliness when heard 落葉的期盼 片片左右為難 The yearning of falling leaves, every leaf feeling caught in the middle 心走寂寞攀 跟著飄進黑暗 My heart embarks on a lonesome climb, then drifts into darkness 我不聞不問* 也許好過一點 If I don’t show interest in anything, perhaps I would feel better 被遺憾關在房間 掙扎只是拖延 Locked in the room by regret, struggling is only to delay (what is to happen) 無望的空談 一聲聲的輕嘆 Empty chatter with no hope, soft sighs one after another 回憶扯不斷 怎麼擺脫糾纏 If memories cannot be torn apart, then how can one escape from entanglement 找不到方向 往彩虹天堂 Unable to find my way, (I) head towards the rainbow heaven 有你說的愛 在用幸福觸摸懮傷 There’s the love you speak of that is using happiness to touch sadness Someway, Somehow, I feel I've lost my way. Something just doesn't feel the same anymore. Perharps, it's me or maybe, the people around me. It's been totally chaotic this entire month. My emotions are running all over the place. I feel that I need a long break. Away from everything that has been going on. I want to get away from all the nonsense. Things are so different without that someone to talk to. Without that someone who understands. Why is this happening ? What have I done to deserve this? Why can't things just be normal? I don't get it. The environment has totally changed. Now, I dread waking up in the mornings. As it simply means I have to face all the bullshit. I only need sane and sincere people. Not people who lives in their own world; Not people whose thoughts are all wrong; Not people who just uses you. Where have all the happy times gone to? Somehow, I can't seem to tolerate people that much anymore. How did it come to this? Life is full of choices. We, ourselves, make these choices. We are responsible for our own actions, choices and decisions. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Sometimes, others will feel the choice you make isn't right. However, on your part, it feels like the right thing to do. So how does one separates the Rights from the Wrongs? Sometimes, we make decisions that will benefit ourselves. Others will feel it is a selfish thing, but is it wrong? How can one always put others before himself? Especially when he knows that others won't look out for him? So then, what's right and what's wrong ? It's hard to find people who will always have your back. That's why when you do find them, don't let them go. I learnt alot today. At the same time, I can't look at certain people the same anymore. I realised that I have to separate Friends from Work. Most colleagues are not your friends. They're there because they're there. I'm pretty sure that once they all out of your life; They won't bother to keep in touch. These are the people who I consider as colleagues. People, you simply got no choice, but to work with. Well, I still have to deal with it. This is my absolutely sad life for you. True friends are truly hard to find. =[ I won't take them for granted anymore. You shouldn't too. "Have no friends not equal to yourself." - Confucious
Previously On Shawn's Blog
Sunday, September 13, 2009 2:06 am
Ep 5.1 - Empty.
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