Part Deux.
my name is Shawn. The Message.
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004 8:00 pm
Relationships
He's still not talkin to me. Well, I decided not to go on like this anymore. I will juz go on wif my life and let him go on wif his. I dun wanna waste my time on frenships tt I noe wont turn out well in the end. He dun even wanna look at me or talk to me, so yea he said he dun wanna lose a great fren, but obviously he isn't tryin to prevent tt frm happenin. I'm tired of tryin to start a conversation wif him when all I get is nth but ignored. No doubt I dun wanna lose a fren as well as a brother like him, but if he refuse to talk to me, there's basically nth tt I can do. Obviously he doesn't wanna haf anything to do wif me anymore. Yea, so am I suppose to approach him when he doesn't even wanna look at me? I dun think so. So I wonder now who's the one tt's not doing his part to maintain our frenship. Well, I'm definitely not gonna try to talk to him again cuz I haf already gave up tryin. We'll juz hafta go our separate ways frm now on unless he choose to do smt bout' it. I may haf loss a good fren and brother, but he loss juz as much as well if not even more.
The day was pretty enjoyable. There were lotsa laughs wif Mal and Kumar, especially during focus. Haha. Science focus ended much earlier today compared to other days. I managed to reach home like 5:30pm, which is a pretty good thing. I did maths till dinner time and now I'm basically slackin. I'm considering if I shld do my F&N, but I dun feel like doing it, so I'll probably leave it alone. Haha, I juz wanna do smt tt would make me take away all the pain and sorrows of losing a fren and bro. At the same time, I'm also thinkin if I shld make a move to ask her bout' it, but I dun think it's the rite time after losing smt tt's been there for quite awhile. Devastated, I am, but I realli do feel disappointed as well. May god bless me and may fate take it's course. All I can do now is to hope for the best as I'll leave our frenship in his hands, and his onli. Tt's bout' it for today, I'll inform u more another time. Cya.
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Monday, July 26, 2004 8:09 pm
West Mall
I went shoppin at Queensway yesterday wif a fren, bought 2 pairs of shorts. It totalled up to like $30+ already. 1 was $25 and the other was $18. After that we went to west mall juz to walk around. Apparently some Chinese Band called F.I.R was there for an autograph session. Well, obviously the place was packed, realli packed. West Mall was never this packed b4. The crowd was juz overwhelming and LOUD. They simply went nuts when F.I.R arrived, screaming like they never screamed b4. Well, it was cool as I never thought West Mall will ever be sucha attraction. L0L! Apparently I'm wrong. The place was juz flooded wif ppl. It was hard to move around and when the 1st storey couldn't contain every1, the rest went up to another storey. The queue was like all the way outside the shoppin centre and it continued in circles and circles and circles and circles and circles. Yea, I had to squeeze my way outta there to get home. L0L!
Anyway today was a pretty slack day. I spent my time in school slackin and wastin time. There was basically veri little work to be done today. L0L! After sch, I was supposed to play pool wif Anwar, but I felt like watchin a movie. It was a pretty complicated situation seriously. So anyway, Wei Qiang wanted Sian Yang to meet him at the hawker centre opposite the school, so I went wif Sian Yang to find Wei Qiang. At the hawker centre, we had lunch and checked the movie timeslot. We realised tt the time wasnt suitable as the earliest was 5pm. In the end, I didnt play pool or catch a movie. Hmmm, well the gd thing is tt I saved my money! L0L! Anyway, Sian Yang spotted Lynn frm the hawker centre. Apparently, she was walkin to Clementi Interchange wif a fren. He got pretty excited and started chasin after them, so me and Wei Qiang followed. We mixed and mingled wif them all the way. Lynn's fren took a bus home, while the rest of us went on to the MRT station. There are some quick observations I made bout Lynn. First of all, she's fairer than me. Secondly, she's veri naive. She believed tt I wasnt Singaporean. Nvm bout' tt cuz Sian Yang spat out the truth. L0L! But the thing is tt she's pretty sociable and tt's a good thing. Speakin of observations, I realised tt I hafta do my F&N observations shitz now. Damn, it's boring and tiring, but it's life. Oh well, guess I'll hafta stop crappin here for today. Cya soon~! =]
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Friday, July 23, 2004 6:10 pm
Brothers
Well, haven been bloggin for a couple of days, so I'm juz gonna say wad's been happenin for the past few days. Well, I think I'll juz sum up this wk's happenings. Haha. Well, on monday, I received this email from Gervais after he read my blog. Well, I'm not gonna say wad he wrote in there cuz it's like more than 1pg long. I was kindda pissed after readin tt as I felt tt some stuff he wrote bout' me in there wasn't true. I didnt reply him instantly as I had a pretty hard time controlling my emotions, so I decided not to reply. When I managed to relax a lil' bit, I realised something tt I didn't think bout' earlier. By takin time juz to write an email and expressin how he feels to me, I feel tt he's being sincere. I dunnoe wad others think and I dun realli care, but tt juz proves tt he's sincere bout' our frenship and tt he will like to maintain it. Well, I was glad he did write tt to me in the end. On tuesday, life was normal and I decided tt I shld gif Gervais a reply and not hold anything back. So, I wrote back a reply and expressed all my feelings. I was glad I did tt. At nite, I told him to check his inbox, he told me tt he read it already and continued talkin bout our misunderstanding and stuff. Seriously, I'm realli grateful tt he chat wif me on msn and told me more stuff tt will make us haf a stronger frenship. I always believe tt to haf a strong frenship, there needs to be an arguement. Well, tt's cause it makes us understand each other betta. So far, all of my strong frens I haf had an arguement wif me b4. I realised tt an arguement onli brings us closer if u do patch up. Well, but he said this to me "I dun wanna force u to come talk to me. neither do i wanna force myself too.so i'll juz let it be natural n mutual." So my guess was tt he wasn't interested to come talk to me anymore and I think I was rite bout' tt. Den it leads me to think whether I would wanna talk to him again, well I do, but I dun think I'll be able to if it goes on like this, so I'll juz hafta wait for the rite time. On wednesday, he didnt talk to me and I didnt talk to him either. L0L! sounds kindda lame rite? I rushed home to rest and watched The Amazing Race at On thursday, there was still no conversation started by either one of us. I finally start to realise wad he means by natural n mutual. But well, I'll juz hafta live wif tt. After sch I went wif Sian Yang to catch a movie at west mall. I realised smt wasn't quite rite when he told his B.B pals tt he wouldn't going wif them. I asked him on the way when we were walkin to the bus stop if he had anything. I said if he did he can always go back. He said it didnt hafta do wif any B.B stuff and told me the real reason why he didnt wanna be wif them. On the 176 bus to West Mall, well it was a totally different side of Sian Yang tt I nvr seen b4. I realised how this guy realli is and tt he's a realli nice, sweet and sensitive guy. The onli problem was tt ppl took advantage of his kindness. He told me some stuff bout' certain ppl tt I nvr knew. Well, I was realli shocked tt those ppl were actually like tt, I didnt noe wad to say. Anyway, we had lunch and watched King Arthur at Today is Friday and dun be surprised when I say we're still not talkin. L0L! I dun think the time is rite yet, but I do hope when we start talkin again, I'll be able to open up to him more and enjoy being around wif him more. Well, I'm not sayin tt I didn't enjoy being wif him last time, I actually did haf a hell lot of fun wif him. But I'm juz hoping tt there will be more fun and enjoyment in the future. L0L! Man, some ppl juz ought to be thought to respect others and not gif tt stupid fucked up face. Well, how I wish tt bastard get to be thought a lesson. He's so damn lucky tt it wasn't in the public, cuz if it was, he'll probably get whacked by others till he starts bleeding. And guess wad, if I was wif him in public, I wont even help him as tt was some bitchass son of a bitch face shown by a disrespectful piece of crap! Yes, and I was totally Disgusted by his behaviour and some others who laughed at someone who they actually think is harmless. Egoistical Bastards who think tt they're the best fighters in the world. I won't be surprised to see them on their knees prayin for mercy in the near future. Well, tt's basically sums up the wk in juz 1 LONG entry. L0L! Alrite den, I'll update u some other time, maybe not daily anymore, but once in 2-3 days when there's some happenings. Well the #1 thing on the list of wad I shld do nxt wk is to talk to Gervais and start openin up more to him. Yup! Tt's bout' it for today. Cya soon~! =]
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004 8:59 pm
Sighz
Today was a pretty ordinary day except for the fact tt fat pussy cat didnt talk to me. He seems realli pissed wif me, but I dun even noe why. It's not as if I said or did something to hurt him. Well, I dun even noe if I did, but I'm definitely feelin guilty rite now. I juz hope tt he starts talkin to me again and soon and tell me wad's the problem if there's any. I juz cant bring myself to talk to him if he keeps ignoring me and staying away frm me. *Sighz*
Focus today ended early, so I managed to get home and completed some work. I did my maths and helped Mal did some research on his English topic b4 proceeding to study for my physics test tmr. I haf a veri bad feelin bout' tt test tmr too, I'm pretty sure tt I'll fail this time. Anyway, I'm like chattin while bloggin and basically slackin. Guess tt's bout it I suppose. Well, I dunnoe wad fat pussy cat has against me rite now, but he seems to be going against me in veri possible way. It makes me start thinkin wad brothers shld realli be like. I hope he will come talk to me and tell me wad's wrong by tmr. Well tt's bout it, Cya yall. =[
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Monday, July 19, 2004 9:36 pm
Frenship
Well, I haven been bloggin for the past few days, so this has wad been happening. On Sat, I had to go to Ngee Ann Poly for some Maths Dignostic Test and Talk. It was worth my time as I finally decided on wad course I would like to go to. Tt course is Aerospace Technology. I felt tt it was veri interesting and different frm the rest of the courses, tt's why I realli wanna get into it. After tt, I headed straight home without hafing my lunch as I couldn't find some1 to chill wif. I did some research on certain stuff at home b4 going out. I went gambling frm 3pm all the way to 8pm. I managed to earn much more money than usual, about twice as much frm the previous times. Well, I'm gonna save up tt money first as I needa buy some stuff. My piggy bank has like $200 in it rite now. I managed to save like $50/wk, which I feel is totally great. L0L!
On Sun, I had tuition frm 12:00pm all the way to 1:30pm. I did my E Maths homework after tt b4 I redid my F&N introduction for task B. After I had completed all of tt, I chilled for the rest of the day. I didnt wanna go out as I didnt wanna spend the money tt I had juz earned. I figured out tt I wasn't gonna waste the money and tt I shld save up instead as I needa to buy some other stuff. L0L! Today was pretty tiring. Nothing much happened though. After sch, I had my practical for the F&N task B. Fat pussy cat and lil' pig asked me out for lunch, but I chose not to go due to certain issues. The prac was realli long, it was much of a disaster, but I still managed to pull it off somehow. After the prac, I went to Clementi Interchange wif the fat pussy cat and lil' pig as piggy wanted to eat. In the end, we went to 7-11 to grab some stuff. I felt tt fat pussy cat was kindda hostile and cold towards after tt prac. I haf no idea why, he juz didn't wanna talk to me and stuff, so I juz kept quiet and kept a distance away frm him. I figured out tt was the onli solution to the problem. I took a cab frm Clementi Interchange wif lil' pig to his house first b4 proceeding to mine. He told me some rather interesting and amusing stuff in the cab tt made me start thinkin. L0L! When I got home, I took a shower, ate my dinner and watched the television. Mortal Kombat was on and I wasn't gonna miss it. Luckily, there isn't any homework tt I hafta hand in tmr. I completed my work during the wkends and there isn't much homework today too. Well, I guess I'll stop here for now. Cya soon~! =]
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Thursday, July 15, 2004 6:19 pm
Life.
I haven been bloggin for 3 days already. So this entry is gonna cover the happenings for the past 3 days although there weren't much. L0L!
Yesterday was quite a horrible day for me. In school, some realli fucked up things happened, I can't tolerate such arrogant behaviour man. When some1 finally gets the chance to take a photo wif u, u can't even smile 1 sec. U think u're some sorta superstar and shitz. Like WTF man, u obviously dun noe wad it means to others. Well, screw tt. When I got home, I was feelin kindda ill, so I took a nap. I also had some relationship problems wif certain ppl, but screw tt as well. I slept till like 7:30pm. I woke up for dinner and watch The Amazing Race at 8pm till 9pm. I refused to reply sms or calls till it was after 9pm. I didnt want to due to certain reasons. I started doing some work for lil' pig and b4 I knew it some shitz happened. My parents were arguing bout' who knows wad and somehow I got myself into it. Well, it was crap and I dun feel like talkin bout it. Luckily, there were ppl who I chould talk wif and they did their best to cheer me up. I told my problem to some ppl, but chose not to tell the rest. Well, I this point of time, I realli dunnoe who actually cares bout' me, so I'm juz making a wild guess and hopefully I'm rite bout' it. Well, as for today, my main objective was to be happy. I had a choice of being sad or happy, it was totally up to me. So I chose to be happy and I did a pretty gd job to do so. I 4got bout' wad happened yesterday and moved on. After sch was the time to talk bout my situation yesterday. I went for lunch wif Mal at the hawker centre and had a talk wif him. Soon, Derrick and Anwar came and we decided to go and play pool for awhile. Derrick played 2 games onli and left as he had some other stuff going on. I continued playin wif Anwar for 3 more games. I feel tt everytime I'm wif him, it's like so much betta than being wif many other ppl. We get along well and I juz find him to be a realli close fren to me. Well, at least there's 1 person out there. Haha. When I got home, I uploaded some pics and videos to my com. I sent them to some ppl already and started bloggin. I juz realised tt I hafta complete some stuff, so I guess I'll hafta end here for today. Alrite den, cya soon~ =]
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Monday, July 12, 2004 9:53 pm
Wad Is A Godbrother?
The day was full of practicals, first full Chem den Physics. English was kindda boring as all we did was some compre passage bout' Harry Potter. For F&N, we made some cakes and I had to run away frm the fat pussy cat as he was chasing me. He wanted to lift me up and carry me, and yes he did tt a couple of times in front of the cls. I asked him politely "Hao Wan Ah?", and he replied "Hao Wan!". L0L! Yea, I hafta admit tt it's fun as well, but it's embarrassing. It made me look like a weaklin, who's probably too weak to walk and therefore need some1 to carry me awhile. Well, the whole cls was lookin as well as the teachers. Boy was tt embarrassing and man is he strong! -.="
After sch was our F&N 'O' Lvl plannin for task B. It went pretty alrite, I actually managed to do some stuff. L0L! It lasted for like 1.5 hrs and after tt I finally had the chance to eat something. I went to Clementi wif lil' pig and fat pussy cat for "lunch", it was like 4 plus already at tt time. Hehe, those 2 lil' bros of mine can be realli nice. Haha, they went to help me order food and drinks, while I waited for them at the table. L0L! Tt's wad brothers are for! Hehe. Well, I reached home at 6pm and did my Physics b4 completing my English Presentation on Thursday. While I was doing tt, a question pop into my head. Tt question was "Wad is a godbrother?" Well, I dunnoe wad others think. For me, I feel tt if u acknowledge some1 as ur godbrother, u hafta treat him like ur veri own brohter. And no, for me it isn't for fun like juz callin each other bros. I treat my godbros wif care and love. Muahahaha, I gif them the best I possibly can. Tt's why any1 who haf me as their godbro is damn lucky! L0L! Well, of cuz I would love to get back tt same treatment, but den again, it rarely does happens. Well, care and love is all tt is needed I guess, not forgettin trust. Oh wait, maybe there's more. Hehe, alrite I'll leave u wif this question in ur head ya? Cya~ =]
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Sunday, July 11, 2004 10:06 pm
Reality TV
I woke up today at around 11am to do my English compre. I was fully concentrating on my work as I was chattin on msn and doing other stuff while tryin to complete the compre. In the end, I onli managed to finish it around 2pm. L0L! Kindda long for a compre eh?
The rest of the day was basically slack for me. I started workin on my English Presentation on Thursday. I'm topic was actually "U.S Roles In Iraq", but I managed to swap wif the lil' pig, how kind of him. Hehe. So, my topic now is on Reality TV, my favourite topic out of the rest on the board. L0L! I must thank lil' pig for lettin me do it. I did research on some reality tv shows and started on the powerpoint presentation. I did about 6pgs and I'm like halfway through already. I haf to find time the to complete the rest of it by Thursday. I'll probably be able to if I focus on it. I realised tt most shows I watched on television are most of the time reality tv shows as well. Let's see, probably 9/10 tv shows I watch are reality tv shows. Well, I juz like watchin reality tv shows. Maybe cuz it's real and shows wad actually realli happens, unlike dramas, which are most of the time, fake. Well, tt's basically bout' it for the day's activities. Tmr is back to school for me and I'm gonna haf an early rest now. So, I'll cya some other time ya? =]
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Saturday, July 10, 2004 9:51 pm
A New Bag
I had tuition today frm 11am - 12:30pm. I managed to understand certain parts of Physics and Chemistry tt I was confused bout' b4. Luckily, my tuition teacher was able to explain it to me. I slacked for the rest of the day till bout' evening time. My whole family was out by tt time, so I decided to go out as well.
I went to seach for a new school bag as my current one had a hole. My keys were nearly lost once, but luckily tt hole wasn't big enough for my keys to escape. Unfortunately, it has now become bigger. I went to west mall first den to jurong point. At jurong point, there were more shops to look for bags. There were shops like Converse, World of Sports, Royal Sporting House and All Bags. There were at least 1 bag in each shop tt I liked, but I decided to get the Adidas bag frm All Bags. It cost me $26, but I thought it was pretty worth it. I oso saw this Fila pouch in All Bags tt I realli liked, but I couldn't buy it. I had to save money to buy fat pussy cat's soccer boots. *Sighz* Haha. I came back to Bukit Batok Interchange and had my dinner at Mac. I proceeded home after tt and nobody was home yet. Haha, so I was first to return back home. I took a shower and came online to blog. At the same time, I'm oso watchin Simple Life on Chan 5, kindda lame reality tv programme. L0L! Well, tt's bout' it for today. Cya ard~ =]
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Friday, July 09, 2004 11:02 pm
Limping
There was P.E and floor ball again today. It wash juz as much tiring like yesterday, I managed to score 2 goals for my team, but I dunnoe who won in the end. I juz can't seem to score more than 2 goals. L0L! Hopefully I can get the chance to score a hat trick nxt wk. 4 goals in 2 matches isn't bad at all too. L0L!
I was squashed by tt fat pussy cat today while we were waitin for the nxt period teacher to come. He kept sitting on me and refused to budge. He also did stupid stuff to me as usual. At one point he used his stinkin back to lean against me! YUCKS! At least he didnt use other parts of his stinkin body. L0L! The rest of the day was slack and boring. After sch was Chinese Oral at 2:30pm, which was like 2hrs after sch was over. I didnt haf breakfast, recess or lunch on tt day and boy was I suffering. I was tired, exhausted and drained. By the time I faced the examiners, I was lost for words. I think tt was a total disaster, but I juz hope to pass, tt's good enough for me already. After the damn oral was over. I went to Jurong Entertainment Centre wif Alvin to finally grab a bite. Man was tt gd. He told me some stuff bout' frenship and ppl in our cls. It's pretty surprising to hear wad he had to say bout' certain ppl in cls. Although he wasn't the first person to tell me this kindda stuff, but it was still pretty astonishing. I haf heard a lot of stuff frm ppl bout' who they dislike hate and sometimes it's realli shocking. By juz lookin at how this person mingle wif the other, u may think tt they're on good terms, but in actual fact, they hate each other. U'll nvr know wad the other party truly feels bout' u and sometimes tt realli does sux! I juz hope tt ppl like Hongyue, Mal, fat pussy cat, lil' pig and some others are truly on good terms wif me and do not actually dislike or hate me. We went to Popular after tt as Alvin wanted to get a Cd. He asked me to help him choose between Clay Aiken and some Chinese singer. Although I disliked Clay Aiken, I'm nvr gonna choose a Chinese singer. He asked the ppl there if he cld listen to both b4 deciding. They agreed and he asked me to listen to both. Clay Aiken was normal, but the song tt I listened frm tt Chinese singer was juz superb. It's been quite a while since I last listened to Chinese songs too. So he asked me again which one shld he buy. This time I said the Chinese one. L0L! When I got home at around 5pm, I rested on my bed. My legs were aching and I couldn't walk properly. Yea, I was limping, probably due to the fact tt I had played floor ball in 2 consecutive days and fell down like 8 times. L0L! So I basically slacked for the rest of the day and chat on msn wif ppl. Well, guess tt's bout' it for today. Cya soon! =]
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Thursday, July 08, 2004 8:34 pm
Floor Ball
Today, during P.E lesson we were allowed to play our own games. We could choose between soccer, basketball and floor ball. I actually wanted to play soccer, but in the end, I chose not to. Well, I haven been motivated or haf tt motivation to play soccer yet. Dun think I will anyway, so I decided to play floor ball instead. Well, it was smt like ice hockey as well, the sport which I like watching. Tt's why I chose it over soccer. There were gers as well as some guys playin floor ball, at least half the class. It was fun, but tiring, as there weren't any outs. It was continuous all the way. I managed to bag home 2 goals for my team as well. I dunnoe who won in the end, but it was fun and the feelin of scoring a goal is definitely wonderful. Perharps tt's why I chose not to play soccer, as I rarely get a chance to even touch the ball. So heck bout soccer rite now, there's so many other sports out there!
During Basics, we were playin taboo, a kindda game tt uses words to describe the given word. No actions are allowed, juz explaination. Each team had to select a person each time to explain the given word. We had a minute to do as many words as we could. I didnt go up as I was basically slackin and giving lame answers. L0L! In the end, we still managed to win every1 else. Yay!!! Hehe. After sch, I went to lunch wif lil' pig at the coffee shop opposite ginza. At first fat pussy cat was walkin to the bus stop wif us, but in the end, he didnt come along. I dun even noe why either, kindda disappointed cuz he didnt even tell me tt he wasn't going. When I got home, I did some of my A Maths homework. I couldn't complete it as it was too tough and my mind wasn't on studies. I was tired and basically thinkin of other stuff. So I decided to go online and slack. Well, fat pussy cat was online and he started talkin wif me. He claimed tt I owed him bloody tonnes of things and tt he wasn't gonna let me escape. L0L! He said I owe him 2 lunch treats, $20 and 2 pairs of soccer boots. Wad a greedy fat pussy cat! L0L! Well, he still owed me my b'dae present and it's like already 4 mths, reachin 5mths soon. L0L! *Sighz* So mean of him, last yr I gave him a present too and he didnt even bothered to gif me 1. *Sighz* *sobz* *sobz* I hafta say I'm disappointed of cuz. Although he did ask me wad I wanted, I told him to gif me a surprise. Well, obviously he couldn't be bothered. I'm not surprised at all. *Sighz* Hmmm, the fat pussy cat even threatened me if I didn't gif him wad he wanted. He claimed tt he was gonna do more things other den lifting me up. L0L! I haf no idea why he loves lifting and carrying me. He did tt after sch today as well. He wouldn't let me off till I agreed to let him lift me up. L0L! When he actually lifted me up, he refused to put me down. I had to struggle outta his firm grip. L0L! The good thing is tt I felt safe when he carried me. Usually I will feel insecure when ppl lift me off the ground and carry me around. I didnt feel tt way when the fat pussy cat lifted me up though. He had a firm grip and juz made me felt safe and secured. Well, tt's much more like brothers ya? Hehe. He asked me if he wanted him to gif me some excitement. I told him to come on and gimme his best shot. B4 I knew it, my hse phone rang and it was none other than the fat pussy cat himself. I was shocked, I dunnoe how the hell he got my hse number. Now tt was some scary shitz! He even told me over the phone tt he would do more than juz lift me up tmr. We put down the phone and continued talkin online. This was wad we chat about. Me: u guai lan wif me, u can 4get bout hafing anything at all. F.P.C: :( Me: AND if u do anything STUPID to me tmr u can oso 4get bout' it. Me: Muahahahha wah not bad, can use to my advantage. F.P.C: wad a GOOD brother, threaten me. Me: no la, it's call PEACE TREATY. F.P.C: its call unfair treatment. Me: u expect me everiday let u whack me lift me throw me sit on me do stupid things to me IZZIT!? (tt's realli wad he does to me everi single day without fail. L0L!) F.P.C where got stupid? its a way to express our brotherhood. muahahha all brothers do that got which brothers dun do that ar? Me: oh, brothers whack each other ar? lift each other ar? throw each other ar? sit on each other ar? F.P.C: yup. Me: well, tt's probably 1 of ur weird imagination. Haha, hope he isnt mad at me or anything. He's still my bro and I dun mind him doing anything to me. I was juz joking wif him. Hehe, Peace! Cya all~ =]
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004 9:27 pm
Tired
I haf no idea why I felt totally exhausted and drained the whole day. I was yawning thru out the whole day. *Yawnz* Anyway, I 4got to bring my thermometer today and had to pay a fine of $1. Money wasn't the bad thing, the lectures by teacher after teacher was. Well after tt was 2 periods of F&N. I didnt understand a shitz tt the teachers were talkin about. All I got frm tt whole 2 periods was tt damn food experiment thing. I didnt even get the date! L0L!
After F&N was English, which was slack. We went thru the summary frm a compre passenge. Chemistry was also slack, we basically juz went thru 1 qn. Chinese was worse, I was staring blankly at the ceiling and the walls and anything tt I cld stared at. After recess was Physics, SLACK! While I was waitin for the e maths teacher to arrive, I went to the sofa at the back of the cls to slack even more and fat pussy cat came tumbling over. He started pullin my ears and claimed tt I wrote nasty stuff bout' him in my blog. Since when did I ever do so? He's sucha gd liar man. L0L! The rest of the day was oso SLACK! After sch, I went wif Mal for lunch at the hawker centre. Mr Chan came along after the while and started naggin tt we shldn't be late for focus blah blah blah. We told him we were going for F&N instead and he went on naggin. *Yawnz* When we got back to sch, we went to find the rest of the F&N ppl, but we couldn't. So, we decided to head back to cls for focus instead. In the end, Hongyue told us tt F&N would be after Focus. Yea yea, real shitz! Everything ended around 4:30pm. *Yawnz* I went wif lil' pig and fat pussy cat to Clementi Interchange. On the bus to the interchange, fat pussy cat mentioned smt quite true "I seldom take bus wif u." Well, true cuz we live in 2 veri different areas. Tt's juz too bad, no wait, actually it's a gd thing for me! L0L! Haha, but he was rite bout' it and he still had the face to say! The reason is simple! It's cuz he doesn't spend quality time wif me! Fat Pussy Cat! Anyway, it was quite entertaining on the MRT wif lil' pig. He always has smt to say, so tt's a gd thing as I dislike startin a conversation. Therefore, hafing around is realli gd as he always start the conversation first. Hehe, tt's basically wad I like. He was askin me if I disliked this certain person, I said yes. Well, I told him not to tell any1 either, hopefully my secret is save. But he said tt he and fat pussy cat already knew it. This was how he said it "When we wif him, u always dun wanna mix wif us, like we got virus liddat." L0L! I told him tt there were still others I didnt quite like. Well, I'm not a person who's hard to get along wif. I mean when I treat some1 in a certain way, there obviously a certain reason. When I ignore some1, means tt I dun feel comfortable talkin to tt person. When I simply keep quiet, means tt I'm either thinkin real hard or juz depressed. I dislike/hate ppl cuz of their character most of the time. I HATE ppl who 1.Disrespect others, 2.Are juz racist, 3.Backstabs others, 4.Gifs me a bad impression of them and 5.Shows me those kindda "guai lan" face & attitude. The 5th is the worst, tt pisses me of within a sec. I'll probably be like "Who da hell do ya think ya r!?" My relationship wif some1 at first cld be best frens, but after he gives me tt face or/& attitude, we'll be known as ENEMIES. The other 4 are oso wad I truly hate. In cls, most ppl dun treat me well at all. Actually I can say every1 except most of the gers and not more than 3 guys. They juz dunnoe my limit, they dunnoe when to stop, they juz keep going on and on and on and on and on. *Yawnz* Pathetic Fools. Tt's wad those ppl actually are. Well, I'm exhausted rite now and I wanna haf an early nite. So I guess this is gdbye~! Cya~ =]
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004 6:54 pm
Carried By A F.P.C!
I was nearly late for school today, luckily, I managed to get a cab and get to school on time. 2 buses came, but both were packed and 3 taxis came wif the green signal, but apparently all 3 had passengers. Well, praise the lords tt I managed to catch a cab and got to school on time, if not I'll probably be swearing rite now. L0L!
The first period of the day was English. I was the first to be selected to present the first 3 answers to the class. -.=" Well, b4 I could started crapping, the teacher gave a scolding to those who did not do their work. It was kindda sad, especially when the poor lil' pig and fat pussy cat were among those ppl. Well, but they obviously couldn't be bothered. Haha. See, I care so much bout' my brothers unlike them! Hmmph~! E Maths was pretty quiet, the ppl frm 4E4 weren't around as they went for the health screening. So it was pretty slack as well. Physics was after that and I couldn't understand tt chapter. I had a hard time paying attention as well. Haha. After recess was Social Studies for 2 periods. It was slack, all we needed to do was get into grps and write some stuff bout' Venice. Chinese was next, but obviously I wasn't paying attention at all. He was basically talking nonsense and wasting time. After tt he made us do our own work. Wad a lazy teacher man! Not as if I care anyway! L0L! The last period was assembly in the hall. We watched some realli stupid cartoon, tt was Lame wif a capital L. A total waste of time. I went to haf lunch at the hawker centre wif Malbindar after school. We had focus at 2:30pm till 4:30pm. So we had to haf a quick lunch and rushed back to school as quickly as possible. We were onli like 5mins late. About half the class didnt go, not surprised at all. L0L! Among those tt didnt go was lil' piggy~ Man is he lazy! L0L! I dunnoe, probably had tuition or something, well hopefully it was tuition. How could he skipped focus!? L0L! Not as if it would help out a lot attending focus. Haha. I managed to concentrate for onli like half an hour. After tt was juz slackin, talkin and wastin time. Fat pussy cat was mean as usual! He was pulling my hair and tucking the collar of my shirt! L0L! He still said tt I was the mean one. Why? Cuz I call him a fat pussy cat. Let's see, he calls me a white stick, a P.O.W, a Skinny Stubborn Stick and many more, so who is more mean? He said I didnt tell him stuff tt I tell Mal and Hongyue. Well, tt's not cuz I'm mean or dun trust him. I juz cuz tt recently, it seems to me tt he doesn't wanna mix wif me or something and I can't find time to tell him stuff too cuz it seems to me tt he's not interested. Well, he oso said tt I was mean as I treat him in a veri bad manner. I didnt haf anything to say after tt. Honestly, in the whole cls, I treat him the betta than most ppl. I care for him and love him as a brother, and apparently he still said tt I was mean towards me. *Sighz* Wad a F.P.C! After fat pussy cat was tired of pulling my hair and tucking my collar, he went on to stroke me. -.=" Well, it may sound gay, but he looked so damn adorable and sincere while he was doing tt. Juz like a caring and loving lil' bro(about time eh?) Haha. Tt's wad I call Brotherly Love! Wahahaha! I dun think it's a bad thing, I actually think it's a good thing as long as it doesn't turn into some gay act. L0L! After focus both of us were walkin juz outside the 4th storey toilet. When I realised my hair had been contaminated due to the pulling from tt fat pussy cat, I started to say some stuff. As u all shld noe by now, fat pussy cat is onli good in giving stupid comments and tt's exactly wad he did. I stared at him at first den approached him and put my arm around his neck. I intended to strangle tt lil' !@#$%^&, but b4 I knew it, my legs were off the ground! Damnit! Tt fat pussy cat actually lifted me off the ground! OMG! He used 1 arm to support my head and the other to support my legs. Man was I shocked cuz I didn't expect tt kindda shitz to happen! It's either 1. He's strong or 2. I'm light. Well, if u picked option 1, I must tell u politely to use ur brains, as u all noe he's F-A-T! Now wad does F-A-T means? Yea, basically FAT! If u picked option 2, u haf brains man! But dun get it wrong. Light stands for thin, but not skinny alrite! Nah, juz kidding. I hafta admit tt he's strong ya! (so dun say I nvr write good thing bout' u! cuz I juz did!) The bad thing was tt once he lifted me up, he refused to put me down. He was carrying me and walkin all the way to the stairs. Luckily nobody was around, cuz it's Embarrassing wif a capital E! It made me look like a weakling, as if I'm so weak till I can't walk. -.=" Well, as u all noe, I'm Neo, the 1, so somehow I managed to get out of the situation and kept a distance frm tt dangerous fat pussy cat! Tt fat pussy cat forced me to take a cab home. As u all noe, I'm a veri nice person unlike SOME ppl, so I agreed without much hesitation. He kept calling me "Brother Bear" while we were waitin for the cab. I haf no idea why he did so too, yes he's my lil' bro. But a bear? Well, I think he's more suitable to be the bear as he's as around as 1. L0L! In the cab, he said tt he couldn't pay as he was saving money to buy a pair of soccer boots. I told him "I buy for u la." den he said as he was alighting frm the cab "I tell u frm MSN tonite." Well, he didn't say anything. So tt's juz too bad, my offer to him is now officially over. L0L! I was supposed to treat him to lunch today as well due to some deal, but luckily I sneaked away. So technically I dun owe him any treats anymore! Yay! L0L! Alrite den, PEACE my brother! =P~~~ Tt's bout' it for the happenings today, cya! =]
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Monday, July 05, 2004 9:57 pm
Spider Man 2
I watched the Euro '04 Finals between Greece and Portugal early in the morning today. Greece turned out to be the victors in the end wif a scoreline of 1-0. To me, it was simply bullshit. I do not believe a team frm nowhere, who had nvr taken part in big tournaments, who were the most underdogs of the underdogs, could turned out to be the winners. Tt's juz bullshitz! I was frustrated and juz pissed bout' it. I honestly felt tt Greece was juz plain lucky. To defeat big teams like France, Czech Republic and Portugal, to draw wif a rather good team like Spain and to lose to a lousy team like Russia, now doesn't tt sound fake? Well, it definitely does to me.
I went to watch Spider Man 2 at West Mall in the afternoon wif some frens. We actually wanted to catch the 3:30pm slot. Well, we were in the queue like 3:15pm all the way to 3:45pm. The queue was so damn long, it was like all the way to the "Yellow" shop. Well, when it was our turn to get tickets, both 3:30pm as well as 4:00pm timeslot were fully taken. So we decided to get the 4:30pm timeslot. There were also many seats already taken up and we didnt manage to get good seats. The movie lasted for 2hrs, it was pretty alrite for me. I wasn't realli blown away, so I'll juz say tt it was average. I would recommand this movie to my frens though. There were some already movies that I wanted to watch. First, The Notebook, but I think tt it's already over. Hopefully, I still get the change to watch it. Second is King Arthur, I'm definitely gonna catch it wif some of my frens. Finally, Brotherhood, a Korean movie tt I realli wanna watch too. I hope my frens would ask me out to watch it. After the movie, I went to popular and picked up some stuffs b4 heading home for dinner. I took a shower after dinner b4 starting on my F&N coursework evaluation. I worked all the way frm 8pm to 9:30pm. Luckily I managed to complete it as the deadline is tmr. Haha, well I guess tt's 'bout it. Anyway I would like to ask if any1 is interested to go watch King Arthur and Brotherhood wif me? If u r, pls lemme noe alrite? The earlier the betta ya? If no money, at most I treat u la! Haha, alrite, I'll stop here for now. Cya~ =]
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Sunday, July 04, 2004 10:16 pm
Beyond Borders
I'm so damn proud of myself man. Today I managed to complete most of my assignments except for my F&N Evaluation. I'll probably do tt tmr. I basically spent the whole day workin on my assignments. I woke up like 11:30am, feelin giddy and uncomfortable, but I juz did my work and the giddyness soon left.
In the evening, I went to West Mall to get some stuff. It took me like 1.5 hrs as I was browsing thru some things and lookin out for some stuff. I reached home like 6:30pm, den I realised tt I had 4got to get something. Tt was the Geography TYS. Oh man! Now I'll probably hafta head down to popular once again b4 thurs. I bought this Vcd titled "Beyond Borders". It was a damn touchin film man. It was basically about this women who had a pampered life in London. She collides with the stark realities of poverty and hunger in the world's most dangerous hot spots. The show is juz magnificent! It's definitely a must watch! I cancelled my tuition tmr so tt I could catch the match tmr morning. After losing $400 in 2 days, I decided not to bet on this game. Overall I still made some $600 shitz and I'm not gonna put it on the line. I'm currently findin ppl to watch spider man 2 wif me tmr. !@#$%^& can't seem to find any1 yet. Actually they're others I could haf called, but I decided not to. So I definitely will watch it tmr without a doubt, but whoeva the person I'm watchin it wif, I haf no idea. Hopefully, a gal if possible. L0L! If not possibly a close fren. Hmmm, now a close fren sounds more practical cuz I can play pool wif tt person or something. Haha, well I'll stop here for now. Cya~ =]
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Saturday, July 03, 2004 10:54 pm
'O' Lvl Chinese Listening
Today was the 'o' lvl chinese listening exam. It was Chinese, so u shld noe wad the outcome is. Well, it wasn't tt bad, but den again, I've got many different answers wif my frens. Well, I juz hope to pass, tt's bout' it. After tt, I was pretty tired. So I decided to go home first.
When I got home, I basically juz slacked, rested and ate my lunch. I wanted to take a nap, but I decided to go out instead. I went to play pool for about 3hrs wif a fren. After tt we had dinner and proceeded to boon lay interchange, where there was a pasam malam going on. We walked around for awhile and den went home. I dropped by West Mall to get some stuffs first before heading home. There's this korean movie tt I realli wanna watch. It opens on 15th July and I simply can't wait for it. The title is "Brotherhood". It juz seems to be a realli interesting warfare movie. I hafta catch tt movie even if I hafta watch it alone or treat some1 to watch it. Hopefully I'll be able to go wif tt special some1 to watch it. I felt pretty left out the past few days, tt's y I'm kindda depressed. Well, I dunnoe wad's the reason for them to do this, tt juz makes me upset. They're treatin me like an outcast and tt realli sucks. Guess I'll stop here for today. Cya~
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Friday, July 02, 2004 9:00 pm
English Workshop
E Maths was the first period of the day. I was able to focus as I was sittin at the back alone wif Nizam, who was veri quiet thruout the lesson. He seems to be concentrating too. Haha, so far so gd, I hope I can continue focusing for the rest of the year.
P.E was next. I didn't wear my pe shirt and shorts cuz I had a headache when I woke up today, so I decided not to take P.E. Mr Lim said tt for this whole term, we are allow to play any games tt we want. So I guess tt I'll be slacking everi P.E lesson frm now onwards. Well I dun think I wanna play soccer anymore, kindda lost confidence and interest in it already. If some1 motivates me to start again, den perharps I might. The rest of the day was pretty slack. I did pay attention in everi lesson today except chinese, so tt's pretty gd for me already. Wow! After school, I went to Hongyue and Malbindar to Ginza to haf lunch at Sakura. In the restaurant, I learnt some realli interesting and at tt the same time sad stuffs, but I'm not gonna disclose anything here. If u wanna noe, cum ask me personally. Anyway, the bill was like $30.20. The English workshop was alrite, but I was realli exhausted. I tried my best to keep focus and pay attention for juz one and a half hrs. Well, I hope tt this workshop will improve my English and allow me to get an A for the 'O' Lvls. Yea, guess tt's bout' it, I'm juz too tired to carry on. I still hafta save energy to watch The Bachelor later on. Alrite den. Ciao and Cya yall. =]
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Thursday, July 01, 2004 8:08 pm
Enemy Spotted
The day was pretty alrite. It started off wif A Maths. Mr Lee Han Seng was our new teacher for those who got below 35 for mid-yr. He's not bad, seriously, I managed to pay attention during those 2 periods for the first time in like a yr plus. I also did the homework I was given. Haha, well tt's a start since a yr. Will it pay off in the end? Nah! L0L!
For Social Studies, this new teacher replaced Mrs Zamree and was pretty alrite I suppose. She doesn't seem to haf control of the class though, den again, who does? Not many, tt's 4 sure. After S.S was Geography and we all had to go to the hall. There was this banding system tt was gonna take place for all the sec 4 express. We were going to be split to 3 classes. The first class would be in 4E1, second in 4E2 and third in 4E3. Only Eddy and Alvin got into the first class. Some went into the second and most in the third class. Malbindar and lil' pig were in the third class. Unfortunately, I was in the second class. I wanted to change class, not cuz of my frens, but cuz of the teachers. Mrs Ng took the third class and Mr Leong took my class. I kindda understand and do betta when Mrs Ng teaches me. In the end, I swapped wif Abbas as he preferred Mr Leong's style of teaching and wanted to get to my class. During P.E, the whole cls couldn't find the damn teacher, so all of us juz went our own way. Some went for an early recess, some went back to cls and I dunnoe where da hell the rest went. L0L! After recess was Basics, which was pretty cool. It was basically a slack lesson and there wasn't much to do. After 2 periods, we had to go for our health screening in the art room. When we got there, there were still other ppl in there, so we had to wait outside. I was squating outside the back door of the cls room. Fat pussy cat came along and wad do u noe? He planted his fat balloon-liked ass on my rite leg. He's realli some heavy shit man. After awhile I was in a sitting position and he was enjoyin it. He obviously doesn't noe how FAT he is! L0L! He kept bouncing as well, but luckily he got up after 5mins. If he would haf sat longer, my rite leg would haf decomposed due to his fat stinky ass! L0L! So I'll definitely consider myself lucky, and furthermore, I'm lucky tt it's the leg and not anywhere else. Hopefully he doesn't do anything to me wif tt ass of his anymore and hopefully he doesn't read this. L0L! The health screening started off wif the eye checkup, which was my fav as I haf a perfect vision. L0L! Den came the blood pressure thing, the nurse who took mine said it was high, but later on another nurse said it wasn't high, but it was good. So I'm pretty lost, but I dun care bout' tt. The best thing was tt the nurse said I WAS skinny, but not anymore! So guys, get it straight, I'm NOT skinny! Haha, my clsmates wasted time in the art room so we didnt haf to go for Chinese. When we got back to cls, there wasn't any teacher, so we slacked till the end of the day. All the sec 4 express classes had to attend some maths briefing immediately after sch. It lasted for like 15mins. Mr Lee Han Seng was juz like tellin us not to skip focus and stuffs. I wasn't realli paying attention, but the bottomline was tt we are not suppose to skip focus anymore unless we haf a valid reason. After tt, Me and Malbindar went to the hawker centre for lunch. Some of my clsmates joined us and at tt point I felt kindda uncomfortable, so I ate my food fast and both me and Mal left b4 any1 else cld do so. Lil piggy told me he was gonna take 176, but I didn't want to due to certain reason, so I juz said I had to go. I feel pretty guilty bout' it, so sorry my dear brother. Why I felt uncomfortable and wad was tt certain reason? Unbreak the code below to find out. Code: Ic HoO sE2 lE@v EwHeN mYeNeM yIsS pOt tEd! Alrite, I'll stop here for today. Cya all nxt time and whoeva manages to break the code, try to do smt bout' it ya? =] |
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