Hello! I'm backk again! How's everyone? I just had my EPM presentation today and I suppose it went pretty alright? Hopefully, our points were alright, we will have to wait till next week to find out more. Next week is WISP presentation and the following week would be the PD2 review. We also have to submit the PD2 report on Monday. Oh man! So many presentations and reports to be done! =[

I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun
I'm burning in the rain

The big brother came over on Sunday to relax and have fun! It's great having the big brother around and I will be meeting him again tomorrow in the evening! Yay! But the big brother school only ends at 5.30pm. I wish we ends earlier!! =[

The silence
I'm screaming,
Calling out your name

Tomorrow is going to be a short day as well because lessons starts only at 1pm and ends at 5pm. However, last week my lecturer told us that the lab session can be done well quick, so I think we will be able to leave earlier. I also heard from Hariz that we can get it done within an hour, which means I can leave at 4pm. So perhaps I can go back home first to get some rest for awhile.

And i do reside in your light
that puts up the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye

I was super tired today and I reached home around 2pm plus and went to take a short nap from 3pm plus all the way to 7.30pm. L0L! Yeah, so I'm pretty much awake right now, but hopefully I can sleep later! I haven't been sleeping well recently and I don't know why either. Out of 7 days, I couldn't sleep for 4 nights. It really sucks when you have school at 8am and you can't sleep at night. =[

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight

The lines highlighted in white are lyrics from a song. The title is called "The Day You Said Goodnight" and it's sang by a filipino band called "Hale". It's really meaningful and it's a really nice song! Trust me! You can always ask me to send it to you if you are interested! L0L!

If you could only know me
Like your prayers at night
Then everything between
You and me will be alright

Life's always full of ups and downs. I'm sure that you will hear that phrase at least once in your lifetime. Sometimes, you just feel like you can't go on and you want to give up. However, if you perservere and find the strength within, you will be able to overcome it. No matter how hard it is, no matter how painful it is, think of the positive and believe in yourself. If you don't believe in yourself, then noone else will too. Sometimes, you look back at the happy times and the good times, wishing and hoping they will return. They will if you give yourself a chance to get everything back. Nobody said life was going to be easy. If life was that easy, there weren't be any challenges to face. Think about the happy times and the good times you had. Remember those times whenever you are feeling down and out. Lighten up because those times CAN return if you want them to. There may be even better times ahead of you, but if you keep thinking negatively, then nothing will get better. Be HAPPY! Smile! Smile no matter how bad the situation! Smile away all your sorrows and pain! =]

Oops, I got a little carried away I guess. Well, that's for everyone to think about whenever feeling down. That includes myself too! Yes! Yes! Less EMO! More Happy! Makes Shawn a _____ (fill in the blank) Boy! Alright then, that's all from me today!! Are you feeling Happier? I hope you are! Take care ok? Cya soon~! Smile! =]

"What a beautiful morning. It makes you happy to be alive, doesn't it? We can't let the sun outshine us! We have to beam, too!"
- Takayuki Ikkaku, Arisa Hosaka & Toshihiro Kawabata