Part Deux.
my name is Shawn. The Message.
Tunes. Them. Daryl Farhanah Hongyue Jian Chao Liu Yun Qing Xiang Serene Previously. Beautiful Like You. Hi Blog ! Ep 1.4 Ep 2.3 - my name is Shawn II Ep 1.3 - my name is Shawn. Ep 4.2 - The Difference Between Colleagues & Friends Ep 3.2 - 3 Months Later... Ep 2.2 - New Year; New Hope. Ep 1.2 Chapter II Ep 7.1 - The Real World. The Past. May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 April 2008 May 2008 September 2008 December 2008 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 July 2010 December 2010 June 2011 Credits. This skin is produced by Headlight Productions. The icons are from Three More Steps. All codes are meticulously hand-coded, and can not be used as basecodes or reference. All css and javascript in the code passes validation. © Copyright Headlight 2008 - Forever. All Rights Reserved. |
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007 12:50 am
i need a new bag!
Hey, I talk like old man mehs? My neighbour who is 17 said so! She visited my blog and said that I repeat stuff like a old man. Alamak. How? I'm still 19!! Young!! I haven't hit a 2 at the front yet like *ahem* Alex *ahem* Weian *ahem* Shawn - The Evil Twin who stole my name! Damn! How? Tell me how? I think I need more sleep too! I'm starting to see the 'W' word !! OH NO! Wrinkles! *Sighz* Depressed already.
National Day coming!! Wooohooo! Like as if I care like that. L0L! Ok la, this year special! New location! New stage! New performances! Hah... Oh Jasper!! Secretly admiring my blog and stealing my quotes!! L0L! Bring your guitar to school leh dude, then we can "jam"! Ok la, more like noise pollution. L0L! Hey, I need a new bag man. My current one, which I "stole" from my Dad is breaking! I'm worried that one day I walking walking like stylo milo then suddenly break. SiBeI MALU sia. HOW? I borrowed another bag from my dad again, but not nice la. I intend to get the Adidas PVC bag, but it's a little bit pricy @ $65. So, anyone want to buy for me? Fei Ge? Oh Bryan! Your commercial break over already from just now right, so are you going to buy me a new bag? =X I just realise it's the last day of the month! Also, I haven't been doing a summary for the past few months. Aiya, nVm la hor can figure out yourselves that I'm poor! =[ Well, hopefully August will be a better month? July has been full of surprises and overwhelming emotions, but I guess that's how it is right? I won't want my life to not have any surprises, then it will be pretty boring eh? Oh, I'm back to my guitar again! Yup, after neglecting practice for quite some time, I'm back and worse than ever! L0L! Slowly but surely right? Are first impressions cheap auditions? Hmmm... We all know that giving a good first impression is extremely important, but is it fair for us to be judged solely on our first impressions? People tend to get me wrong most of time based on the first impression that I give (especially adults/parents). These are what I think they think of me: Rebellious, Stubborn and Arrogant. Hmmm, I'm not an arrogant sort of person. I will talk to you if you are willing to open up to me! Rebellious? Well, at times I do admit, but that doesn't make me a permanent rebellion savvy? Stubborn, ok you hit the jackpot on that one. =X My friends, before they get to know me, will always say that I look like a Fierce person. It's the eyebrows la! Not my fault! L0L! At least I'm smiling more now right? If I don't smile, then yes I do look a little bit intimidating. ahaha! So, don't judge me based on first impressions unless I give a good one of course. L0L! Kidding. Get to know me better before anything! If you choose to not be friends after getting to know me because you don't like me, then it's cool with me. However, if you based friendship on first impressions, then it's unfair towards me. Frankly, not cool with me either! =[ Yes, I'm a good guy if you are come to know me well! Right Guys? *sees many heads nodding* L0L! Well, get to know me THEN judge for yourselves yeah? =] I realise that everyone's been pretty busy lately, that's including myself. I'm not meeting up with my friends as frequent as I would like to because everyone's busy and I also no money la. L0L! Hmmm... Well, at least they still bother to chat with me online! =] It's pretty tough nowadays to meet up with the people I care about because of our different schedules. At least, I know that they do want to meet me! Yes, I can tell easily if someone is interested to meet up or not. L0L! Friendship works both ways right? Give and Take! Don't just Take and Take! Get it? Not directing it at anyone in particular *ahem* L0L! Oh man! Derrick's going to NS in October! Hongyue's going to start Uni life soon! Kumar's in NS already! Mal's going for attachment soon! I'm going to kick into Gear 2000 for my FYP! *Sighz* EMO already. L0L! Man, I want to have a party! The sort of party where I invite all my friends even if they don't know each other to get together and have fun. Sorry, that was just some randomness. I think August is going to be a rather quiet month for me. DUH. 8am to 5pm in school from Monday to Friday. What do you expect? ahaha... =[ k la k la, stop here for today already la. Later people say I sound like old uncle, then mampos and EMO again. L0L! Well, take care everyone and have a great new month ahead! =] "Always remember others may hate you but those who hate you don't win unless you hate them. And then you destroy yourself." - Richard M. Nixon "The universe is not hostile, nor yet is it friendly. It is simply indifferent." - J. H. Holmes P.S: I can really relate to both the quotes above! Enjoy~ =]
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Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:57 pm
<3
I did it!! I did it!! I can't believe I did it also! I finally managed to motivate myself to get her number! Yay!! ya la ya la you know who you are already! =X I saw her 4 times in 4 days too! Friday was the only day I didn't see her because I didn't have school that day! L0L! 4 times in 4 days lei!! Is it pure coincidence? Or is it Fate? Tehehehe!
Yea, I know I haven't updated for quite awhile. Oh well, I guess I have been a little busy? L0L. Next week is the Panel Review!! Oh No! Well, I guess you can say that my group is semi-prepared? Tuesday must wear formal already! L00k bright and sharp and work my charm! L0L. Oh these past 3 days have been really rough. 3 bad things in 3 days isn't something to look forward to man. Yea, if you guys didn't know, my friendster account got hacked last night about 12am. Luckily, I managed to find out around 12.30am, so not too much damage was done. As for the other 2 incidents, well I don't want to talk about it honestly. On a lighter note, I went to catch The Simpsons today! It is hilarious man and yeah I think you guys should go check it out or at least download it. L0L. Oh No! Bad influence. Seriously, go catch it! It really made my day better and I'm sure that it isn't a waste of money like everyone thinks it is. Yup! I suppose that's about it? It's been a good as well as a bad week for me, so hopefully next week would be a better week for me! Oh well, take care and have a great weekend everyone! =] "One never knows what each day is going to bring. The important thing is to be open and ready for it." - Henry Moore "There's no easy way out. If there were, I would have bought it. And believe me, it would be one of my favorite things!" - Oprah Winfrey "Sometimes you can't see yourself clearly until you see yourself through the eyes of others." - Ellen DeGeneres P.S: 3 quotes to counter 3 unfortunate and bad events! =]
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Sunday, July 22, 2007 6:41 pm
relationships.
I'm back to blog! heh! Today I shall be touching on the topic of "relationships". L0L. Chey chey. Very rare ok! Therefore you must read till the very end of it! =X Hmmm... I don't know about everyone else, but I realise that relationships is a very complicated thing. I see more unhappy couples compared to happy ones in fact. Ok, maybe that's because I only notice those couples that argue in public. Obvious wad! L0L. So here are some examples...
I had a friend who at one point of time did 2 timing. He dated 2 girls at one time. Obviously, it's morally incorrect and it's just wrong. He managed to get away with it and never got caught. Perhaps he was smart enough to have one girlfriend in the East and the other in the West. Imagine 2 timing man, aren't you being two-faced? No? Acting in love with one girl when you are with her, but at the back of your mind thinking of the other and hoping that you won't get caught. Oh well, I was really shocked when he told me about this 2 timing thing and I hope that he has become more mature. The worst part was he broke up with both of them in the end. That day when I was on the 61 back home with Jeremiah and Weian, we saw this "couple". The girl was sitting in front of the guy because there were no more seats left together. The guy was putting his arms over her neck. Please. Considerate a bit can? I standing there then you doing this kind of things and blocking my way with your arm and he had a big head. What? I'm being honest. Ok, so whatever I'm Shawn right! When there's a Shawn, there's a way! L0L. So the person got off and the girl moved in, so that the lovey dovey couple got to sit together!! So ROMANTIC right!! So check this out. You know how to put your arms around the girl when you sitting BEHIND her, but when you sitting BESIDE her and obviously it's more convenient and sensible, you don't know? I told that to Weian and we went tehehehehe. L0L. We realised they had an arguement of some sort and I saw the girl complaining that the guy was squeezing her shoulder earlier on when he put his arms around her. L0L! Then, when she wanted to alight from the bus, the guy didn't allow her to get out as she was sitted inside. Aiyo... Ape sia this kind of guy. SianZ. Okok, something more interesting for you guys to think about. Hmmm... Imagine you and this girl have been friends for many years and you are interested in her in a way. Will you ask her to be your gf? I heard on the MRT once when this guy was telling his friends that he wouldn't get into a relationship with a girl who he has been friends with for a long time. I didn't eavesdrop la. I just happen to be standing beside only. L0L. In a way I agree with that guy because if you get into a relationship with a girl you have been friends with for years and the relationship turns sour, then all those years of friendship will be gone. Agree? Sad Right? =[ On the contrary, it may also work out really well because both sides know each other rather well already over that number of years. Yeah, and it's really cool when you guys have been friends for many years and get together in a relationship! In my opinion, it can work both way depending on the individuals I suppose. =] Hey, is the IN thing right now to get a girlfriend 5 years younger than you? L0L. Fei ge's girlfriend is 15 and Pan ge's girlfriend is 17. Damn! What's wrong with the world mamma? L0L. Kidding! I suppose it's alright if you feel connected as a couple right? However, I'll prefer a girl who is not more than 2 years younger than me? Ok la, give and take 3 years. 5 years a little too much for me man. She will be like 14 man!! o.O Luckily for me, she's at least 17!! Year 1 mah. =X I suppose a lot of commitment is needed in a relationship yeah? I don't think anyone should get into a relationship just for the "fun" of it. In my opinion, if you are not committed, then the time isn't right for you to get into a relationship yet. Anyway, to maintain a relationship with someone, this is relationship in general and not just bf/gf. I feel that you have to stay in contact with that person and talk to him/her often. Even if it is through MSN, phone calls or meeting in person. If you don't talk and check to see how he/she is doing, then most slightly you wouldn't be able to maintain that relationship, let alone strengthen it. Yup, so if you are not capable of maintaining friendships, then I think it will be probably even harder to maintain a relationship with him/her. Also, another important thing and something I notice quite often too. When someone gets into a relationship, he/she somehow immediately forget about his/her friends and cannot be bothered about them anymore. I sure hope that isn't the case for my close friends if not obviously they are not my close friends already right? L0L. Oh wello, that's all from Doctor Shawn today! L0L! Tune in again soon for yet another impactful and amazing entry! ahahah! Have a great week ahead! =] "Before you do anything, think. If you do something to try and impress someone, to be loved, accepted or even to get someone's attention, stop and think. So many people are busy trying to create an image, they die in the process." - Salma Hayek
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007 9:25 pm
update.
Hey! How's everyone? Yup, I just completed that Tagged game. Why must 6 weird things? Why cannot be 6 interesting things or something else? I should create my own game an ask people to do. L0L! It will be call six6ers! Awesome!! L0L!
Oh CCA retest was today! I have confidence that I can pass this time, but it doesn't matter how much I'll get because it will be capped at 50. Oh man!! I saw her yesterday and today too! We had eye contact again!! I don't know how to approach her though. It's really weird! Die! I still remember that time at the airport with Leonard and Qing Xiang. We were sending Qing Xiang back to Germany, then I told them I already have 2 people in mind and I shall not go get anyone else. Few months later... AIYO! How? You tell me how? =[ Anyway, we have been busy doing our report on Monday and Tuesday. It's due next Monday and I think we are more or less done already. I still need to do my CCA miniproject report and start studying soon for my exams!! *Sighz* How? Oh yesterday Jeremiah told this really funny joke! It was referred to this certain race group. I think you guys will figure out by the end of it. L0L! One day, there were these 5 guys who wanted to go clubbing, but the bouncer didn't allow them in. So they called up another 20 more guys. The 20 guys came and joined the rest of the 5 guys, but the bouncer still didn't let them in. There was a sign hanging on the wall saying "No entry below 21". L0L! Anyway, I think this year is a good year for movies man. There seems to be a number of good movies so far and more to come too! Rush Hour 3 is coming out and it seems hilarious! Balls of Fury too! L0L! Anyway, I'm stopping here for today. I'll try to update again soon k? Take care and have fun guys! =] "The customer doesn't expect everything will go right all the time; the big test is what you do when things go wrong." - Sir Colin Marshall
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7:54 pm
sAbO oNi...
Tagged by Gavin & Colin also right that time? No time do only L0L! ...
Rules: Each player of the game starts off by writing 6 weird things about themselves before choosing another 6 of their friends to “sabo”. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own, 6 weird things about themselves and state the rules clearly. 1. Sometimes when I talk to people, I'll look elsewhere instead of looking at them. 2. I get distracted by the softest noise. (Guys, remember that time @ TCC when I keep hearing that coffee machine thing? L0L!) 3. When I'm just about to sleep and someone calls, I can remember who called but not what the conversation is about. 4. I can get high on stuff people don't usually get high on. L0L! 5. I Hate Beer. 6. I L0ve Hugs!! Is that weird? Next 6 people to do this... 1. HER! HER! HER! if she ever sees this that is... 2. Brobby!!! 3. Hongyue 4. Jasper 5. Apple 6. Gavin (the rules didn't say u cant sabo back the person who sabo-ed u, so wad see see!? go redo la!)
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Friday, July 13, 2007 9:05 pm
Every man for himself.
Oh dear, I have neglected my blog recently! Anyway, how's everyone doing? Hmmm... I've actually been quite busy lately with school work and stuff, but i'm ok!! Oh! I saw her on Tuesday!! She caught me checking her out! Oh No! Or perhaps, I caught her checking me out! L0L! She was with all her friends, so I couldn't get the chance to talk to her. =[ *Sighz* How? You tell me how? I'm left with a few weeks before school closes!! =[
I went to run on Wednesday again!! Yay!! I stopped and walked for 100m? I ran the rest of the time! Wooohooo! I actually wanted to go run again today, but I was too lazy. =[ L0L! I finally managed to complete my CCA miniproject today as well, but I still need to submit the report for it. Oh no, I need to work on my fyp report too and complete the Flash Application design. Damn! So much to do... so little time... When there's a Will, there's a way! When there's a Shawn, there's no Will. L0L! "Every man for himself". That's how I've been living my life recently. Yup, that's how the way it is in this world. You can deny it all you want, but at the end of the day, it is truly every man for himself. Everyone always prove me right, so that's why I decide to live life this way. It's pretty cool in a way because I'm now less sensitive towards how others treat me. L0L! Now, when people I do not know or even friends say hurtful things towards me, it's like whatever. L0L! Dudes, let's be honest here. Do you think your friends will always be there for you through thick and thin? Come on, let's not live in denial. We all know the cold hard fact, it's just a matter of admitting it. The sooner you realise it, the better it is for you. See!! That's why I'm not EMO already!! The reason being, I've accepted the fact of life! =] Well, I don't expect everyone to agree, in fact I think many people will disagree with my point. That's up to you to decide. I'm not saying don't give a damn towards everybody. In fact, please do give a damn towards everyone. L0L! However, just know that at the end of the day, it's just you and you alone facing the world. "Friends come and go, but good friends will stay with you forever." Man, do you really believe that? That kind of "good friends" is like 1 in 100 or even more. So if you can find that 1 "good friend", then congrats to you. That quote should have never been said. Instead, this should have been. "Friends come and go. At the end of the day, every man's for himself". The only people that will be there for you 24-7 and more are your parents and your spouse. Savvy? Ok, why did I suddenly bring this up to talk about? To let everyone know the cold hard fact. I don't want to say "See! I told you right!" at the end of the day. Yeah, so it's just something for you guys to think about and hopefully learn to accept. Anyway, I'm stopping here for today! Have a great weekend guys! =] "You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you." - Dale Carnegie
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Monday, July 09, 2007 7:13 pm
I wanna get to know you.
Okok, time to update! So how's everyone? Miss me??? =))))))))))))) No? =[ L0L! Lame la... I'm tired!! I just came back from a jog. Tired ah tired!! I think my timing still about the same. *Sighz* =[ How? You tell me how ?
Today is project day and I actually have things to do!! L0L! We were working on our report to be submitted by the end of the month. So, I'm trying to get it done within the next few weeks! Anyway, tomorrow is Tuesday!! I'll get to see her because she's having a class near my project room! Yea, I think almost everyone know about her already, especially all those in my project room! L0L! Last week, Bing Hong caught her checking out my photo and touching it. *faints* People usually say they are on Cloud 9, but I'm like on Cloud 2009 man! L0L! The coolest part was that I was already checking her out before Bing Hong told me she was checking me out too! Aww... Then, last week after her class was over, I followed behind her and her friend. I heard one of them said "That's Shawn". She turned around and looked!! Aww... Hopefully, things will go well tomorrow and I'll be able to really get to know her! By saying that, it means that I'm keen on getting her phone number! L0L! That's going to be tough and weird before I have never done anything like this before man. HOW!?!?!? I'm excited yet nervous yet anxious yet eager. L0L! I'm thinking... What if she she decline giving me her number? My heart will be shattered!! L0L! Oh well, just wish me luck k? Hopefully, Shawn will bust a move tomorrow! L0L! Oh well, nothing much left to blog about I guess. Even if there is, I don't remember! L0L! Alright then, cya all real soon!! Oh, any idea where I can print t-shirts at a good rate? Do let me know if you guys know of any place k? Thanks! Take care all! =] "Perfection is a road, not a destination. Every time I live, I get an education." - Burk Hudson
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Sunday, July 01, 2007 11:16 pm
1st July!
Hey!! First day of the new month of July! Did that make sense? Ahahah... don't know don't care... Ok, Thursday going to watch Transformers!! Woohoo!! But I want to watch Surf's Up!! Guoqing said it's nice! There's something wrong with my playlist!! The songs are all broken down into molecules. L0L! Chemistry! AIYO! I'll try to fix them in school tomorrow. L0L! Oh then again, I might not be in school tomorrow! L0L!
Eh, I seriously can't believe June flew by so quickly. I don't even know what I have been doing seriously. I think I gain weight though because I have been eatting a lot recently. Don't know why either. Do people eat more when they are stress? Or do people eat more when they are hungry? L0L! Anyway, Alex you can skip this paragraph. L0L! Today's Sunday, which is Service day. Something's wrong. The past 2 weeks I didn't have the FEEL to go for service, but I still went. I decided to watch service online from now on too. Yeah, I feel like I'm drifting away when it's not even 3 months yet. How? =[ Hopefully someone can slap the bananas out of me and wake me up... wake me up inside... wake me up inside... call my name and save me from the dark... L0L! Jitao become rock song. Ok, Alex you can continue from here. L0L! Oh no, CCA miniproject due by end of the week. How? Uh Oh Hot Doggg!! Cheeseburger!! French Fries!! Luckily, I have successfully infiltrated Alpha Town last Thursday to gather very much needed information on the ladder diagram. I managed to complete it and now I have to test to see if it works, so finally things are looking up for China Town! L0L! FYI: Alpha Town consists of the Computer Alpha students and China Town is myself, Jeremiah and Weian. L0L! The Unstoppable Alliance! ^^ Hmmm... There's this live concert on the 7th of July showing on TV. Basically, singers from around the world are going to perform around the world! Isn't that COOL!? 07/07/07 L0L! Alrighty then, I'll stop here for now because I can't think of anything else to say. I'll blog again soon though! Take care guys and have a great week ahead! =] "Real joy comes not from ease or riches or from the praise of men, but from doing something worthwhile." - Sir Wilfred Grenfell |
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