Part Deux.
my name is Shawn. The Message.
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Thursday, January 27, 2005 1:30 pm
Plans
Oh no, it has been quite some time since I last updated and I better do something about it because people are starting to complain that I have neglected my blog. L0L. Anyway, just to let everyone know, I'm still here! I'm just too lazy to blog nowadays. L0L. And it was supposed to be a daily journal. Oh well, some things happened for a reason.
Hmmm, I have been planning for my wonderful birthday week, which will take place from 12 Feb to 19 Feb. Although the actual date of my birthday is 15 Feb. L0L. Well, I'm just taking all the chances I have I guessed. L0L. Anyway, I'll be catching up with old friends on that week and strengthening bonds with new friends. Ok, that aside for now. Let's talk about life, specifically my life this week. Well, it sure hasn't been a very nice week at all. I find myself in a position I rather not be in. It's hard for me because it reminds me of my past. The past that I know will come back and haunt me. That I know for a fact that I won't make a mistake in my final decision. Yeah, tough sh!t week I'm having. Hopefully, the outcome will be good. Alrite, sadness aside now. I need more xbox games!!! L0L, I realised that all the games I have so far doesn't really keep me glued to the machine. I want games like Buffy The Vampire Slayer 2, Grand Theft Auto Double Pack, Lord of The Rings: The Third Age, Mortal Kombat Deception, Project Gotham 2 Platinium, Winning Eleven 8 International and Need For Speed Underground 2. I still intend to get some others, but these are my priority for now. So many games to buy, but so little money. L0L. Well, I managed to open my bank account with UOB on monday. Well, it's the TX account and it's pretty good. They have good offers like at Salon4Hair at Paragon. The normal price for a haircut is $49, but with the card, I can have a haircut at $25. Wonderful isn't it? Also, I get a 25% discount at Monstercue, which is basically for pool and billards. It's located in Meridian Hotel. So I guess I'll be going there more often from now on. L0L. I can't wait to get the debit card, so I can start playing pool again! Yay! L0L. I guess that's about all for today, I'll try to give you guys more updates soon k? So stay tune! =] "We have too many high sounding words, and too few actions that correspond with them." - Abigail Adams
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Friday, January 21, 2005 2:30 am
Things I Need.
I have decided to come up with the things I need to buy or do before my 17th birthday. L0L. Perharps some before poly starts. I'll look into that. Here goes...
1. A New Pair of Adidas Shoes [Superstar 2] 2. A New Sling Bag [Style] 3. A Bank Account With UOB [TX Account] 4. A Bank Account With Prudential [PruCash] 5. A New Hairstyle [Mohawk] 6. A New Hair Colour [Maroon] 7. Shirt & Pants [Formal] 8. A High-Paying Job [Part-time] 9. More Money [Cash] 10. A New Mobile Phone [Nokia 2650] 11. A Change of Singtel Mobile Plan [iOne Plus] 12. A VCD Collection [Charmed's Every Season] 13. A Biography Book [Amy Fisher - If I Knew Then] 14. Xbox Games [Need For Speed Underground 2, Project Gotham 2] 15. A Birthday Party [Seoul Garden] 16. Another Birthday Party [Marina South] 17. And Last But Not Least [Love! Wahahaha] "When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends." - Japanese Proverb
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005 11:15 pm
. . .
For the past few years, I've been trying to find someone who I can actually open up to. Apparently, I don't have that kind of luck. Although I've found friends who I can share some of my personal stuff with, I haven't really found anyone who I can actually show my true emotions to. Hmmm... Tough. I have no idea why I'm typing this anyway, probably suffering from Depression. Well, maybe it's me that don't open up to others. The problem is that currently, I don't see anybody that I can open up and really relate my problems to. There are actually a few, but I don't think they understand my problems and I don't want to be a burden to them either. The past few days, my past came back. It started to haunt me again; over and over again. There were so many "If"s; what if I did this and what if I didn't. Somethings just cannot be forgotten or perharps not easy to be forgot. It is frustrating to discover what would have happened IF not for this or that. I try to forget, try to move on and how I wish it's that simple. I thought about the people whom I met, the way I treated them and the way they treated me back. Sometimes or perharps most of the time, my family, godbrothers/sisters and friends were never there when I really needed them. It is hard to find someone who will actually be there when I need him or her. I've said enough and I shall stop here. I need some time alone...
"Guilt is anger directed at ourselves--at what we did or did not do." - Peter McWilliams
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Monday, January 10, 2005 7:00 pm
17 Birthday Wishes
Hehe, my birthday is coming soon!!! I'm going to be 17 this year on the 15th of Feb. So, I've decided to come up with 17 birthday wishes! Hehe. Here's the list...
1. Plasma TV! [Muahahaha, as big as possible!] 2. Xbox Games! [Too many to name!] 3. New mobile phone! [Hmmm, Nokia 2650 would be nice!] 4. Big Bear! [Soft toy la. L0L!] 5. Big Bro! [An elder bro who i can talk wif and share my problems wif. Heh] 6. Go overseas wif frens! [I've always wanted to do that for some time already, but no chance leh. L0L!] 7. Porsche Carrera Gt! [1 of my fav. sports car!] 8. A Book! ["If I Knew Then" By Amy Fisher] 9. Keyboards! [Hehe, always wanted 1 of those!] 10. "Charmed" VCDs [I wan all the seasons! L0L!] 11. Have A Chalet Again! [Wif all those close to me!] 12. Speakers! [I wan those 6.1 kind wif sub woofer! L0L!] 13. Credit Card [For me to spend, spend and spend! L0L!] 14. ATM Card [Seems to be kindda fun and oso somewhere to store my savings!] 15. Laptop [My own laptop for studies and leisure!] 16. Pool Table [So i wont hafta waste money to play pool wif my frens!] 17. House [My own place where i can do whatever i like whenever i like!] "Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you." - Wally 'Famous' Amos
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005 11:15 pm
Shattered Dreams
I went to the modelling agency today. I managed to find the place although I missed it by a bus stop. They agreed to sign me on, but I had to cough out $200 for my portfolio. I wasn't aware of that, so I told them I had to think about it. $200 is alot of money to me and it's not like they will be people that want me even if I pay $200. There may be a chance, but there may not be a chance as well. I want to work for the money before I pay them, I don't wish to use my savings or any other cash that is given to me by my parents or relatives or anybody. Hopefully I can make the money as soon as possible, maybe by this month? Then I'll go back to them and sign up. Alright, wish me the best so I can make the money by this month. Hehe, cya soon~! =]
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
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Monday, January 03, 2005 10:30 pm
Aspiring Model
I'm excited, tomorrow my dream of becoming a model might actually come true. I'm going to the modelling agency for an interview and hopefully they agree to sign me on. I have no experience at all, but they said it's ok and so was my age. So, pray for me ya? Most of friends don't support me at all, all they do is put me down from time to time and make fun of me. They laugh at me and mock me, but they didn't realise that all those laughing and mocking won't put me down at all. It will only make me more determine to achieve my goal. I don't care what others think or whatever they use to mock me, but once I set my goal, I won't be so easily give up. I'll just have to believe in myself and not listen to others who basically do nothing, but make fun of me. At the same time, I am really grateful to those that support my decision and encourage me. Thanks for the support and encouragement, it is really much appreciated, trust me. Hopefully all goes well tomorrow ya? Haha, I'll update u guys more tomorrow. =]
"I really do believe I can accomplish a great deal with a big grin, I know some people find that disconcerting, but that doesn't matter." - Beverly Sills |
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