Part Deux.
my name is Shawn. The Message.
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Thursday, May 31, 2007 4:45 pm
Vesak Day!!
Hey Oh!! Time to update!! Let's see, last Sunday I went service with Dennis and his cell group because fei ge not feeling well. Service was alright and so was his cell group members! ahaha! Fei ge was feeling much better, so he said he will accompany go get my MacBook! Yay! I head for home first and met him at Redhill at 3.30pm for lunch? We talked about stuff and basically everything like my concerns and all. Of all the big bros in the world, I've got the best one !! Yay! We took a train to City Hall and proceeded to Peninsular Plaza. He had 2 belts and he wanted to remove the bucket from one and replace to the other belt. Everything cost more than 10 bucks right? Including the screws and all. L0L! Expensiveness!! The funny thing is he cannot wear the previous belt that had the bucket on it. L0L! Time to lose weight bro! ^^ Or you can just give it to me! =]]] The latter sounds more logical because the formal is clearly not possible. L0L! Oh, then we went to get my guitar strings and the girl was from Tanglin my year one!! But no Tanglin discount leh! $8 so expensivess!! =[ And you know something? I still have yet to restring my guitar man! L0L! Then, we walked around to see belts and find this shop call "Drum Resources" because fei ge wanted to go. So hard to find, then found already not open. ~!@#$%^&* =] We walked to the bus stop after that to take a bus to Wheelock Place, but had to stop at Cineleisure there and walk! -.- On the way to Wheelock Place, we saw fei ge’s cell group leader, but she didn’t see us! L0L! After we reached the Apple Centre, I clarified with the staff about everything before I started looking for things to get with the $180 voucher. It’s quite stupid because they only allowed you to use the voucher on that day itself. The thing is that I still have to come back to collect my MacBook Pro, so why can’t I use it when I come back to collect it? I wanted to get the JBL Creature II speakers at first, which cost $169. However, I realized that the MacBook Pro doesn’t come along with a mouse and the mouse cost $88. I decided to take the mouse over the speakers. That means I still have $92 to spend and I had no idea what else to get, so fei ge helped me out. I got a protector for my iPod Nano, which is with my dear big bro now. -.= Also I got this screen protector for fei ge’s MacBook. After getting all of those, I still had $4 to spend, but there’s nothing in the shop that cost $4. I decided to forfeit that $4 because I’ll still get a free 1GB iPod Shuffle and a free Crumpler bag! Yay! L0L!
This is the part where Shawn starts to complain. L0L! The service at Apple Centre is just horrible la. I checked with the staff if I could put a deposit for the MacBook Pro and pay the rest the next time I come to collect it. He said it is possible and that’s why I agree to get it. During payment when I was at the counter, they said that I have to pay the full price for promotional items. I didn’t know if the cheque my dad gave to me had gone through yet, but I didn’t really have a choice but to pay anyway. They used my Visa and it was declined. They told me to pay $2,000 by Nets first. KNN! $2,000 worth of Visa points gone! It was accepted, then I paid another $1,000 by Visa and it was accepted too. I still left $448 to pay, but it kept declining. Seriously, I think the staffs like semi-retarded. I already paid $3,000 leh, do you think I will run away with the rest of the money and even the free gifts total up also == $180 + $139 $99 = $418 only. Anyone who knows simple math will know that I’m at the losing end if I run away with that $448. At most, you keep the free gifts with you all la, then when I come back and pay the rest then take. So scare for what sai? I verified that they were fully-retarded when they told me to go to the nearest ATM to withdraw the rest of the money. Don’t you know that the daily limit for Nets is $2,000? I still wanted to go just to check if I had enough in my account and I didn’t want to hold the line either. So fei ge and I had to go all the way to Far East Plaza because that was where the nearest UOB ATM was. Fei ge was super pissed off by their service. Scary!! He was more pissed than I was. L0L! We reached the ATM and I checked my card… UH OH Hot Dog! Available Balance: $99!! L0L! We really laughed out after seeing that. L0L! We went back to the Apple Centre and I just told them I couldn’t withdraw anymore because I have already reached the daily limit. Fei Ge told them “We already paid $3,000 for it, it’s not like we are going to run away or something”. L0L! Thanks bro! I think I would have been lost if fei ge wasn’t there to help me. =] I told them that I’ll pay the rest when I come to collect the laptop. They had to discuss with 200 other staffs about it. Ok, exaggerate abits, but they needed like 5 staffs including the “Boss”. Balls la. No brainer. L0L! In the end, they agreed. I mean seriously, what choice did they have? L0L! I already paid $3k, they will refund me meh? L0L! They also agreed to give me the gifts first. Everything was done about 8.30pm. Aiyo… I was really disappointed with their service la. Horrible!! =[ Ok, enough of complains from me. Is there a daily limit for Visa? No right? Now I scare already! L0L! Fei ge suggested that we have dinner at Fish & Co. and I told him I didn’t want to wash the plates. L0L! In the end, we still ate there and slacked for about an hour. I gave fei ge the Crumpler bag because the whole thing was in red and I don’t really like red bags. L0L! Ok, let me wrap it up. After dinner, we took a cab back and I reached home about 11pm plus. I did have a whole load of fun though excluding that incident Apple centre. L0L! Monday, project day and we did nothing as usual. Fei ge wasn’t feeling well. I went over to his place after school to help him pay for his bike lessons online at SSDC. He told me that they didn’t accept his Mastercard and he didn’t know why either. I left about 8pm and went home. Fei ge is a big bully! =[ Tuesday, project day… I think you all can help me complete the sentence already. L0L! Yes! You are correct! …and we did nothing as usual. L0L! No la, actually we had the panel review and it went pretty alright. There were supposed to be 3 lecturers, but only 1 came. Luckily, we knew that Wong Chong Meng kia. Chew Chong Meng’s cousin. L0L! The other lecturer only came when our group had completed the review. Actually we didn’t do anything for the rest of the day. 7 of us went for lunch at Al Azhar. Yay! Prata!! No more Al Azhar for the next 3 weeks! =[ In the afternoon, everyone was playing DotA in class and everyone got caught by that chao Poorninama, oops, I meant Poornima. L0L! She wrote a comment on all our logbooks, stating that we were playing computer games. She wrote in mine too although I didn’t even have a laptop with me because it was sent for repair. If you all know me, you all should know that I fight for what is right. However, that day I just could not be bothered and I really didn’t care. I didn’t have the mood to argue with her also. Write then write lo, I didn’t even say anything to her because it was really like whatever la. Oh well. I went home after school and I STUDIED!! L0L! It’s a wonderful accomplishment for me ok! I managed to read and understand 1.5 chapters before I fell asleep. L0L! I’m so proud of myself! =] Yesterday, lessons started at 9pm and I was on time! L0L! Oh, I saw Jeremiah’s wishlist on his laptop. The 4th thing on his list is so mean!! But it’s super hilarious la! L0L! Lessons were over by 11pm and Jeremiah, Weian and I completed our tutorials before leaving. Actually, we were supposed to do our mini-project, but the dateline was extended to the 27th of June. We decided to come back during the 2 week break to do it instead. Apple asked us to go out too, so we left for home around 1.30pm. Jeremiah, Weian and I met up at Bukit Batok again at 3pm before proceeding to Marina Square to meet her. We decided to watch Shrek 3!! The sneak previews were on yesterday and the tickets cost $9.50 each. Luckily, we saw Christina working there and she gave us the Safra membership rate at $8. Yay! L0L! The normal combo for the popcorn and large drink was $8 too. Expensiveness!! She charged us at only $2.80 and gave us a hot dog too! L0L! Yup! So we saved a lot of moneys! The movie was funny lo. That’s about it. L0L! After the movie, we walked around and went to Levis and Zara. I saw this pair of Relaxed Straight Cut Jeans at Levis. I want to buy lehh! Quite nice also, but I budget and I still owe Apple Centre $500. Oh well, we went to Yoshinoya for dinner and food was expensivess!! L0L! Everything seems to be so expensive these days man. After dinner, we decided to go to the Harry's Bar at Esplanade for drinks. We had a jug of Margarita Lime and I had another glass of Harry's 1992. Happy hour was already over and the prices were really steep. The Jug cost $58 and my cocktail, which tasted like canal water, cost $15. Ok, I really hate that bar! Don't ask me go Harry's Bar ever again!! Rahhhh!! It was 10.30pm when we left the bar and Weian had to go off first before he was meeting his friends. Apple, Jeremiah and I continued to walk around till about 11pm before we left. I reached home just past midnight. Today! I'm staying at home. L0L! My common paper is next Tuesday and I'm worried. =[ How? L0L! HOW? Emerge starts today until Sunday! I won't be going though because I'm not participating. Best of luck to Dennis too because he will be representing Ngee Ann in the Parade of Schools. Fei ge also serving for all four days, so please take care of your health! =] Ok, photo time!! Below are some photos, so check it out for yourselves! =] This is what we do on our regular project days. L0L! Isn't He COOL!? Maia! Don't eat me leh!! AWW... I'm sober! (and my eyes are red!) WTH? L0L! (and weian looks retarded...) I can conclude that weian is tardish! L0L! Ok, I had a good time! L0L! I must take more photos from now on and put in my room, then it will be more roomy! L0L! Oh ya hoh, I still haven take photo with fei ge! =[ Nvm, faster cut your hair leh then can take photo. L0L! Yay! Tomorrow going VivoCity!! OK! I finally updated already!! Woohoo! Everyone still happy? Because I am! =] I'm stopping here for now, so take care everyone and go shopping!! It's the last Great Singapore Sales before the GST rises to 7%! L0L! Alrightyyy, see everyone soon again k? Bring camera next time yall meet up with me!! =] "The art of life lies in a constant readjustment to our surroundings." - Okakura Kakuzo
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Saturday, May 26, 2007 9:40 pm
400th Post!!
EHH!!! My 400th Post!!! Wow!! Isn't that COOL!? Yes! I'm Happy!! =] 400th Post man! A hundred more to 500, but I don't think I'll reach that milestone by the end of this year though. L0L! Anyway, I haven't been blogging often recently because my laptop is down and it feels so weird blogging on my desktop! L0L! I'm not use to it! The feel isn't there like my laptop. =[
At least I'm updating now right?? 400th Post!! L0L! Aye yo so check it out, I've created a quiz for everyone to do to see how well you guys know me! L0L! Trust me, it's tough! It's designed for you to fail. L0L! So RESPECT if you can pass it! And I'll love you if you do! L0L! Click the link below to do it! =] http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/446139 Eh... I'm ok!! Really!! L0L! I think people will think I'm crazy man. Mainly because my emotions are always all over the place. What can I say? I do wear my emotions on my sleeve. =[ Still love me? L0L! Oh I'm proud of myself! I read 2 chapters of my lecture notes today man! L0L! Yeah, but still I don't understand. No worries! I'll focus more because common test is in a week or 2? Woah, this week has been great hasn't it? A breakthrough in fact! I went to jog on Monday and Tuesday and studied today! L0L! Oh, if you guys didn't know, I've already sent my Toshiba laptop to the service centre at Kallang last Wednesday. They called me on Thursday and told me that it will take between 5 to 10 days. =[ I hope that it doesn't need to be reformat though. I did backup all my important data, but I just hate installing everything back and changing the settings and all again. It's very time consuming!! Hey, you know what? May is coming to an end! Oh man!! The last Friday of the month just went pass yesterday! Napfa's in August and I'm nowhere near to passing! L0L! I caught Pirates of The Carribean: At World's End yesterday! Everywhere was crowded! I didn't think it will be so crowded because it opened the day before. We reached Lido around 5.45pm and all the time slots till 9.15pm were sold out! The 9.15pm slot was filling fast too! At Cineleisure, all the tickets were sold out till 10.25pm. L0L! We managed to get tickets for a 7pm show at Plaza Singapura, but the seats were at the corner of Row A man!! It was a good movie, but very complicating storyline. L0L! It last for about 3hours? After that, Jeremiah, Leonard, Weixuan and I went for dinner before heading home. Oh, Fei Ge!!! Thanks for the jersey!! =] I think I'm getting my MacBook Pro tomorrow!! Yay!! I realised that the offer this month is insanely amazing! The offer only last till 31st of this month! Yeah, so I only have time to get it tomorrow because I'll be in school the rest of the days. This MacBook Pro is probably going to replace my desktop, so I can save space! L0L! The cost is really steep at $3,500, but the deal is too good to miss out on. They are giving away a FREE crumpler bag, FREE iPod Shuffle and a $180 voucher to buy stuff there. However, the voucher cannot be used to buy speakers or headphones leh! Wah lao, damn spoiler can. I thought I can use that $180 buy my JBL Creature II Speakers, which cost about $170 then nice nice. Oh well, the plan now is to use that $180 to upgrade the memory in the laptop or buy an external hard drive or buy a mp3 player. Wah! Then I'll have 3 iPods leh!! L0L! Okok, I'm excited! ^^ EH!! Weixuan got new phone! "There's a thing in my pocket. It's not one thing, but many things." Wah... Rich kia! Betray Sony Ericsson sia like Gavin like that. Tsk Tsk. Nvm, once a Sony kia, always a Sony kia! Not like Alex, forever chao Nokia kia. L0L! No-Kia! Uh oh... Hot Dog... Know something? I have not replaced my broken guitar string yet! I didn't have time to go buy the strings. =[ I learnt a new song today! Actually, the intro only, but good enough already right? Guess? Ok, I tell you. I'm learning Green Day's - Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)! I think it's easier compared to When You Say Nothing At All. My dad was thinking of getting me a new Yamaha guit! So nice right? But I told him don't need because I still can use my current one. He told me to go for lessons too! But I'm lazy to go to the place to learn. L0L! I rather have someone come over to teach me! Anyone? L0L! How??? I really think I should get lessons too if not I won't progress at all. I haven't even touched chords yet, I'm still reading tabs. HOW??? =[ Hmmm... I just realise that there's a list of things I need to do or buy. Let's see... - Guitar Strings - JBL Creature II Speakers - Put Board Up - MacBook Pro - Guitar Lessons? Uh oh hot dog, I forgot about the rest already. My dad's asking if I want to go abroad before going NS. To be honest, I'm not sure man. If I go overseas, I also will go with friends mah. More fun! Ahahah. However I'm not sure yet. I realise that there are people I would really like to spend more time with before I enter army. How? No worries, I think I still have about a year more! =] Hey, do you think it's possible to have feelings for 2 people at the same time? Qingxiang says no, but Leonard says yes, so I'm confused. L0L! I think I'm having feelings for 2 different individuals now. HOW?? I can't choose because both of them are special in their own ways. Maybe I should just remain single, then it will solve the problem? Oh man, what did I get myself into this time? L0L! Some help here please!! >.< Check this out!! I've decided to put up more photos in my room! Must la! So faster take photos with me!! so I can develop them and buy nice photo holders to put them around in my room! =] I realise my room only have baby photos leh. I don't have any recent photos with my close ones in my room. Okok, I have my work cut out for me. Perhaps something to work on for now! But where to put ah? On my board? Nah... On the table? No space leh... On the shelves? Hmm... Idea ah! How about hanging them on the wall man? Wouldn't that be cool? ^^ Yea!! My walls are plain!! Oh no, both Heroes and Lost season finales are over already. That's a bad thing because I have nothing to watch anymore. No more downloads for the next few months till August when Prison Break returns. I was lying on my bed just now thinking about stuff. Nothing to do mah! But I wasn't EMO!! L0L! The truth is after being a Christian for over a month already, I haven't really decide on which Church to stay in. I mean I've been to CHC and CFC and I like both church too! In fact, I'm still undecided. How? Fei Ge, How? Do I follow my Heart or my Head? Chey Chey. L0L! I don't think I want to join a cell group yet though. No feel. How??? I welcome all suggestions! L0L! I think past experiences will really affect my decision, but then again... what's in the past, should stay in the past? I don't know, you tell me? Hmm... Maybe I should just follow the flow for now? Because I always suck at planning. L0L! Woah, long entry ah? See, this is what happens when I don't blog often. L0L! Oh yea, if you didn't manage to figure out the answers for the quiz, ask me la! L0L! That's if you would like to know. I'm still not use to typing using my desktop's keyboard. It seems so stiff. There are some letters that I need to hit twice before it appears. Ok la, don't torture you all already. I'm going to stop here......................... NOT! L0L! Just Kidding! Take care everyone and common test is coming!! Uh oh! Hot dog! =] "Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love." - Jane Austen
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007 11:30 pm
Mati la.
Ok. Summary. Saturday, parents came back home! I spent some time with them, then went for a BBQ at Hongyue's place. I owe her $60? Damn. Reached home already 2am? Sunday, went service super tired. Met Leonard in town and walked around before going to airport to send Qingxiang off. Reached home just before 12am? Monday, 8am class super tired. Borrow laptop from Kelvin, but managed to on laptop in the end. F. Screwed. Fail PC Worx. Went to jog at Gombak and realised that jogging takes my mind away from thinking. Tuesday, 8am class Weian drove Jeremiah and I to school. F. Screwed. Fail breadboard hardware thing. Laptop cannot on till 4.15pm and I end at 5pm. Went to jog again. Today, 9am class Weian drove us again. Laptop can on. Never pay attention in class and fell asleep. Damn F**kstrated also. Skip miniproject and we went to Kallang to fix my damn laptop. Left laptop there till either Friday or Monday. Weian drove us home. Reached home tired and no mood for anything. Went to sleep. Suppose to start studying this week, but never even touch books. Screwed. Wake up watch TV until now. American Idol finale sucks. Tomorrow suppose to go Peninsular Plaza but screw it also. Don't want to talk about it and no mood for anything also. Whatever.
Sorry, I've got no mood to type anything, so I'm just making everything short and sucky. No plans for tomorrow and Friday. I wanted to go slack at void deck tomorrow, but friend sick and want to quit. Good for him. Pirates of The Carribean: At World's End is coming out tomorrow also, but I don't know who to go watch with. In fact, no mood to even go watch. I'm fed up. I wear my emotions on my sleeve. So? Screw you bitch. Whatever man. "Anger is never without Reason, but seldom with a good One." - Benjamin Franklin HAH.
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Saturday, May 19, 2007 1:00 am
The Last Day...
Aye, so check it out. I have not been blogging for 9 days! I can't remember the last time I neglected my blog for so long! Sorry bloggy!! =[
AnyOhow anyway, as you all know, my vacation is going to come to an end in 5 hours. My parents will be touching down in Singapore at about 6am. There goes the end of the amazing streak that I was having for 2 weeks, but like they said... all good things must come to an end. =[ I'm not sure if I'm happy or sad leh. I had a whole load of fun especially this week! To the point where I didn't even have time to blog about it man. So here's a recap! Sunday, I went for service at CHC with Fei Ge after being MIA for 5 weeks? I was supposed to meet Alex then go to Jurong Point and buy some stuff after service. However I went to lunch with Fei Ge at Changi Airport first. Fun! It's been a long time since we went somewhere and have fun man. But Pain la when kena bullied! =[ At lunch, we talked and I've got a new-old wallet! L0L! He asked if he could come over to my place. So my big bro is of higher priority la, Sorry la Alex for psing! >.< Don't sad la dar. L0L! So Fei Ge came over and slack around. Play xbox, play guitar and he broke my string!! Now cannot play guit and I no money change string also. =[ But still, it was fun having my bro around! He talked to me about certain things too at my place and over dinner. I was really touched la. I knew he cared, but I didn't know he cared that much till that day. Yeah, it's touching and nice la when he talked and advised me. Thanks bro for everything man ! =] Monday, I went to Marina Square with Alex and Leonard after school. Alex bought this cap from Zara. I saw this black leather jacket at Zara round up to about $500! It's super nice la. I've always wanted a black leather jacket man. It's so freaking cool! I'll upload the pics another time because my desktop has no infra red port and my laptop can't be on. I'll get it some day dude! I did manage to get a long sleeve t-shirt from Samuel & Kevin. Nice leh! It is nice... I like... We had dinner at the food court upstairs. All of us ate this Curry Noodles because I saw they were advising it on the television before. I didn't like it and I think it's overrated! L0L! We went to find Kai Hoong after that at the Citylink's Good Design shop or something like that. He was working there and we slacked around and looked at everything in there. Leonard bought his card holder from there too. Kai Hoong gave us this voucher at this CA cafe at Marina Square, so Alex, Leonard and I went for supper there while waiting for Kai Hoong to close the shop. The voucher was a 1 for 1 cake and each cake is $4.50. So it was $4.50 for 2 cakes and between the 3 of us. Dude, their Ultimate Chocolate Cheese cake rocks and it brings cakes to the next level! That was the best cake I've eaten in years! Seriously, it was awesome la and I felt so high after eating it. No shit. We went back to find Kai Hoong after that before heading home. Tuesday was the only day that I went back home immediately after school to do the housework. Yes, I are very proud of myself! =] Wednesday, I went to Bugis with Kelvin. I bought a pair of pants and a long sleeve stripe shirt. $40 for each. >.< Nvm, nice!! I promise to manage my finances properly. =[ We went to meet Tim after that and went to Upper Thomson for prata! After prata, we headed to Liquid Kitchen for drinks! They had a beer bucket and I hate beer. L0L! I took a sip and I just didn't like it. I don't like bitter stuff man. I had a Mango Martini and it was pretty good! At least it was better than the beer! L0L! After that, we left for home and I got home 15 minutes before 12am. Thursday, I met Khairul at Jurong East after school. Fei Ge called and asked me to go over to his place. So I slacked with Khairul at the void deck till about 8pm? I left for home after that to take a shower and get my stuff before heading over to Fei Ge's place. I reached about 10.15pm and we had dinner before proceeding to his house. Actually, I didn't really do much at his house because half the time he was doing his own stuff and the other half I was doing my own stuff. So I was really bored and sianZ. Oh, his house has this weighing scale and I'm still above 50kg! In fact, I'm 51kg! L0L! Yes, I are very proud of myself. Fei Ge's like 87kg sia!! Cannot blame me for calling you Fei Ge! =X I ended up slacking in the living room till the next morning. =[ Friday, Fei Ge had to go to school, so I went home around 10am plus? I slacked at home and I really didn't know what to do. It's not nothing to do that kind of thing. It's just too sianZ to do anything. I was tired so I skipped lunch and took a nap. I woke up around 4pm plus and slacked again. I went to meet Alex for dinner at Holland Village because I was too sianZ to stay at home. We had Nasi Lemak and I met Nicholas and his girlfriend there. L0L! Alex said they both looked like 25+. L0L! After dinner, we went to Eski Bar for a jug of Bombay Sapphire and it wasn't nice. =[ 47% alcohol? 47% nonsense la! L0L! I think I still prefer cocktails man. We walked around after that and went to Yakun for toast. L0L! We walked around somemore before heading home. I got back around 12.30am? Now, I'm super tired and super sleepy already. Well, I'm enjoying the last moments before my parents come back home. Oh well, don't get me wrong. I love my parents! But I love Freedom too! L0L! Anyway, I'm broke now. I have like $4 in my wallet? Ok la, I cannot take it already. I'm going to bed guys! I promise to update again soon k? Take care yea everyone and have a good weekend! =] "I’m not going to die because I failed as someone else. I’m going to succeed as myself." - Margaret Cho
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Thursday, May 10, 2007 11:38 pm
Housework.
Hey! How's everyone ? So it's about time to update about how I'm doing and not so much on my EMOtions. So as you all should know by now, my parents aren't in town since the 5th. They will only be back on the 19th in the early morning. I was actually supposed to have lots of fun and party and all. However, it isn't as fun as I wish it was.
So Monday, my sister came back home and started complaining and bitching about the alarm clock not sounding in the morning because she didn't know how to use it. Stupid. Complain complain complain. She went to sms my dad to kp. I cannot stand her and I don't know which side of her brain not functioning. Can't you use your mobile phone's alarm? WTF ? Tuesday luckily I reached home only at 11pm because I was out with Khairul. We went to dinner then slacked at some void deck. We slacked for more than 2 hours at the void deck man. POWER! Reached home no energy do anything, so bathe then went to sleep. Yesterday, Jeremiah, Kelvin and Tim came over to play mahjong. Damn Funny! I won 45 cents!! AHAHAH! They stayed till about 9.30pm before leaving. My sister wanted to do the laundry but she didn't know how to operate the machine. Kaoz. Mummy teach you don't wanna listen. I show you one time also don't know you listening or doing what sai. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out how to use the washing machine. I don't know what's the rush also. She keep chasing me to on it when my friends still around. She said I just need to on then she will do the rest. LJ ! Hang clothes also I do. I'm not complaining about doing all these. In fact, I don't mind doing it, but can you at least tell me the day before or in the morning? Fucking tell me help her on NOW! NOW! NOW! Yeah, obviously I wasn't happy so I told her off after my friends left. I said can't you wait for tomorrow do it? She said she didn't have enough clothes. FUCK. Your wardrobe ants go in jitao lost in the jungle. Telling me not enough clothes. So I said she got like tons of clothings lo and I don't even have a proper dinner ask me do all this. You know what she said? "I don't even have a proper rest leh!". You fucking retarded or what sai. You come home never even keep your shoes go eat already put your damn face mask. WTF ? No rest ? Your time management sucks to the max! You only go to work 9am to 6.30pm. Laundry I do. Fish I feed. Plant I water. Clothes I hang. Water I boil. Floor I clean. You leh? Open the letterbox. Thanks. Only reason you do that is because you want to see if you receive any letters. So SMLJ? Not enough rest? That's your fucking problem already. I do at least 3/4 of the housework and you do 1/4 you complain like no tomorrow. Next time your own family how? I think I can be a better househusband than you being a housewife. Ok, sorry blog for all the complains. =[ But really ah buay tahan la. See that's why I say for the 1 millionth time if only I have an elder brother then power already. Lazy nvm but at least I know he won't bitch and complain and whine like a *****. Too vulgar already. I think an elder bro won't mind doing everything also lo. SianZ la elder sister... If I have like 5 elder bros then POWER - with authority! Ok la bully me nvm but I think I jitao don't need to do anything when my parents are away. See la... Suay I tell you elder sister. TSK.. Aiya, useless to think about it also because it's never going to happen. I feel that if I live alone it would be better. At least I can do the housework at my own time and not have people bitch. Fricking irritating. Furthermore, I don't need a big house also. Maybe just a 3 room flat would be good enough already. Sometimes, I seriously consider moving out and living alone. Life would probably be better too. I know what I'm capable of and I know that I'm capable of being independent unlike my sister. See... I'm suppose to be having fun and all when my parents are away. Well at least I did have friends over and went out, but still not power enough. I think if have an elder bro, then everyday can party liao and go out till late. Today I went home after school immediately to do all the housework again. *Sighz* Well, I'm left with next week still, so hopefully things will be better. Argh!! Save me la someone! I cannot tahan my sister! Why I so suay? *Sighz*Don't know and don't care attitude is the solution to everything. Oh I don't know if I said this before, but nvm I say again. There are always people that ask such questions like "If your wife and your mum were drowning and you could only save one of them, who will you save?". LJ! Please do not ask anyone this sort of dumbass question. What do you get by asking such a question? It's freaking stupid. It's like telling someone "If you have to chop off either your c**k or balls, which one will you lose?". Ok. Bad example. But still, you get me? Why in the purple hell will anyone ask such question? If my wife ask me this question, I think I'll file a divorce instantly. I don't see the purpose. So if you are one of those people that ask this kind of questions, please give it up. The reason being it's a waste of your time because it is absolutely pointless. Ok la, I apologise for bitching at you my dear blog so much today. See that's why I don't tell anyone my issues. Tell also no use. You want to come help me do housework? You want to come give my sister counselling? Or in fact give me? Because I think I'm going crazy? K la. EVS! I'm cutting down on drinking because I have been drinking for the wrong reasons. If I'm drinking for fun then it is alright, but unfortunately, most of the time it isn't for fun. Also, I want to clear things up. I'm not addicted to smoking, so please mind your words can? Oh! Happy Birthday Dennis! We celebrate tomorrow la hor since today you not free. =) Oh, now you can call me by these... Shawn, BOO or Hans! AHAHA! Stylo right? ^^ Anything else is really not appreciated. L0L! KK, stop here already if not my blog will only suffer more severe damage. L0L! Take care all and have a good weekend! =] "It is our choices...that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." - J.K. Rowling
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007 11:25 pm
Better !
Ok, i'm much better already. I still have unsettled issues to deal with, but I'm just taking it a step at a time. More importantly, it's a month since I got saved! Isn't that COOL !?
Anyway, I guess I didn't really started out the way I want to this month. Sometimes, things just happen in your life that you feel you have no control of or can't do anything about. Yeah, but I suppose we just have to move on no matter what. I sort of figured out that I can only depend on myself and look out for me. The cold hard fact is that eventually your friends won't be there for you as much as you would like. Think about it... just 5 years down the road, will your current friends still be there for you ? I can't say yes or no because I won't know till then. Actually, thinking about it, it doesn't really matter. The main thing is... "Come Good, Go Good." in the words of Siang Yee. L0L! It simply means that if a good friendship should end, then end it in a good way and walk away from it. Yup! It's true la. If you see no point in maintaining a friendship with that person, then walk away from it in a good way. OK... like I was saying... Ok, I forgot what I wanted to say already. BUT HEY!!! Friendship is important la! But being sincere is much more important! If sincerity = 0, then friendship = 0. Makes sense ? Oh I remember already. Sometimes I really get sick of people who make empty promises and don't lift up to their words. I rather they tell me on the spot that they can't meet me than agree on a date and not fulfill the promise 3 out of 4 times. Then what's the purpose of agreeing in the first place? If I agree on a date, I will make myself free on that day no matter how busy I am. Of course I expect others to do the same since we agreed on that date. I spent 2 days thinking about so many things and this was something that pop in my head while I was thinking about everything. How can you say that you care about me when you can't even lift up to the promise you made to me ? Think about it... Isn't it contradicting? You say you care about someone and you put aside a day every month to meet up or something, but 3 out of 4 times you cancelled it because you are busy? I don't think I am demanding or asking for alot especially when it's only once a month. I don't think I'm being unreasonable either because if you already agreed on a certain day each month, then shouldn't you make damn sure you make yourself available on that day? So now I know... I'm not going to set aside a day each month to meet whoever because I know they won't make themselves available anyway. I don't intend to ask them out ever again or anything unless they do the asking. By the way, these people are the kind that I try my best to meet whenever THEY ask me. However, whenever I ask them to meet, they are busy or whatever. So how does that feel? Think about it. Honestly, I rather be angry at someone than be disappointed. If I'm angry, yeah perharps I may ignore you for awhile, but eventually I'll still talk to you. Being disappointed is just losing trust in that person and in fact it hurts more too la. Yeah, so after mentioning all of these... I came to a conclusion that I'm actually on my own. In fact, everyone is. You really can't depend on others. It's truly every man for himself. I seriously hope I'm wrong about it, but apparently people just keep proving that I'm right. I'm not directing what I've said to anyone. I would just like to tell everyone not to set aside a date each month to meet and not commit to it. The feeling is really ah ... *sighz*... True friends... when I think about that it's kind of sad because I don't know who my true friends are. It's confusing la seriously. I guess I care too much about others at times and so I thought that they will do the same towards be, but that almost never happens. No, I'm not EMO now. I'm just writing down the thoughts I had for the past few days. I decided that I should just carry on with my life. I mean friends will come and go in your life la. That's just the way it is. If they are sincere in maintaining the friendship, then they would. If they aren't, then they won't bother. Yup, that's the cold hard fact for you whether you choose to believe it or not. I still do care alot for them because that's just who I am, but I can only hope that they do too just as much. Anyway, I'm going to stop here for now because I'm going to sleep. K guys, please do take care of yourselves and cya all soon yea? =] "Success isn't permanent, and failure isn't fatal." - Mike Ditka
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Saturday, May 05, 2007 12:39 am
A Break.
Dear all,
I have decided to take some time off from everything for a couple of days, maybe weeks. Don't worry about me, I'll be alright eventually. Don't bother calling or messaging my phone because I'm turning it off after I send my parents off, which is in 12 hours. My house phone's still intact if it is an emergency. I won't be going online on msn either, but if you really need to get to me, then you can leave me a message here because I'll see it. I just need to take a break from everything that's happening and think. Think about me and my life. I'm lost and confused. I don't know what I'm doing. To the point where I can't tell the difference between right and wrong. I don't know what's my next step. I've made mistakes. Did things that I'm not proud of. Now, everyday I wake up just to live for that day with no meaning. Pointless. There's nothing I look forward to anymore. Or perharps there's really nothing to look forward to anymore. I need this time to sort my life out and everything that's important to me. Because I don't even know what is important anymore. My mind's messing with me. I'm mentally exhausted and it doesn't seem to get better each day. I'm on my own from now on. Always have. Always will be... - Shawn |
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