Hi, how's everyone? I'm doing alright I suppose. I should be really happy because tomorrow is the very last day of the VPP, but honestly, I'm not that excited or happy because of some things that happened over the past few days.

Two days ago, I was browsing through my friendster and I viewed her profile, only to realise her status is declared as "In A Relationship". I was shocked, so I talked to her online and she apologise saying it was recently only. Well, it hurts because I really thought we had something going on, but I guess I was wrong. I don't know when that "relationship" started, but I realised if I didn't figure it out by myself, she wouldn't tell me and I would still be trying to win her heart. Hah. I guessed I already knew something was going on after the second time we went out. Oh well, I cried that day and I was more disappointed rather than being angry. My bro and my closer friends are telling me not to get upset over it and I'm so much better right now. I'm over it already. I realised that maybe I made a bad decision to begin with. Well, I wish YOU all the best in YOUR relationship, sincerely.

Yesterday wasn't a very pleasant day for me either. I had an arguement with my parents and it wasn't nice. I felt really alone yesterday after what happened the day before and the arguement with my parents. I needed to talk to someone, but noone. Yeah, noone. Noone was there. I guess I'm used to it already. That's also the reason why I prefer keeping things to myself. I realise that I keep thinking that there will always be someone there for me to talk to when I'm down, but I guess I was wrong. Yes, the only person you can rely on is yourself. Trust me. I've got 19 years of experience.

Today, well I guess I'm doing better? Although I failed NAPFA at the very first station. Standing Broad Jump. (-.-) L0L! I was expecting to fail anyway, so it wasn't very surprising. I didn't even complete my 2.4km run. L0L! Alright, tomorrow is the last day of VPP and hopefully, we will be able to finish the report. This VPP has been a good waste of time and I really hope for the next 2 weeks, I can enjoy each and everyday as much as I can. After 5 weeks of 8am to 5pm Monday to Friday, I realise that I have to treasure each and every day of the 2 weeks remaining. Yes, those who are FREE, please do meet up with me! I don't want to spend my holidays at home. That will really suck. =]

Hmm... I don't have any photos to upload today. Yes, my social life has been abruptly disturbed by the VPP. Yeah, no photos, no fun! How? How about some interesting facts instead? L0L! Yes, some facts to make you get to know me better! =X

DID YOU KNOW...

Shawn doesn't like walking alone in the dark?
Shawn is currently supporting NEWCASTLE UNITED FC?
Shawn is extremely LOW on funds? =[
Shawn LOVES big hugs! =]
Shawn's favourite boyband is BSB?
Shawn doesn't like tomatoes and cucumbers?
Shawn can't do pull ups? =[
Shawn feels like playing pool?
Shawn wants to stay over at someone's place?
Shawn wants to eat Prata?
Shawn doesn't like people telling him what to do?
Shawn likes Rock music?
Shawn needs a haircut?
Shawn wants to get a job for the holidays?
Shawn doesn't like the News?
Shawn's favourite colour isn't purple?
Shawn's birthday is on Total Defence Day?
Shawn likes travelling?
Shawn hates horror flicks?
Shawn loves surprises?
Shawn's favourite TV series is Heroes?

Alright, I'm going to stop here for today. Oh, you have 21 minutes to write 21 "Did You Know..." about yourself in your blog or chickens will start flying outside your window. L0L! Take care guys and have fun! =]

"Give all to love; obey thy heart."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson