Part Deux.
my name is Shawn. The Message.
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Monday, April 30, 2007 11:06 pm
Monthly Report !
And can you believe it ? There goes April... Well, this month has been different ? I realise that I spent $250 on gifts alone! L0L! However, I'm more than happy that I did because these all important and special people in my life ! Fei Ge told me that he doesn't want me to waste money because it is unhealthy! ahaha, but I'm more than willing to for my big bro! =] So apart from gifts, I think transport amount to about $80 ? The stuff I bought from Ikea amount to $40. My monthly savings plan at $50. Drinks about $45 ? Everything else should amount to about $200? Therefore in conclusion... I spent a grand total of... $665 !!! WAH JIALAT ! How ? I have to cut down on my expenditure man. Perharps I need a financial assistant or something. L0L!
Apart from money, I've been filled with emotions and thoughts this month! Yeah, there's been both good and bad times. I've been happy/sad/disappointed/worried/excited/nervous/anxious and of course EMO. L0L! Well, I promise to be less EMO next month !! ahaha! EMO-ness isn't something easy to get rid off leh!! L0L! I guess I tend to think too much about stuff? But that's just me I suppose. I'm a thinker! I make decisions with my Heart rather than my Head, so yes I'm an emotional person no doubt. I care alot about how others feel and sometimes it affects me too much because whenever you seem to care that much, but the other party doesn't give a sh!t... it hurts and it really sucks alot. I guess that's why people take advantage of me and make use of me. The most significant thing that happened this month is that I got saved on Easter, which was the 8th. This means that in a week and a day, I'll be an official Christian for a month! Isn't that COOL !? ahaha! Yay!! Must celebrate!! Furthermore, my parents won't be in town next week! Isn't that COOL x 2 !? Woohoo!! L0L! It's going to be a special day for me and I'm excited!! 1 month leh!! =] Also, I've learnt a couple of valueable lessons in life this month! I've grown up la in a way. Grown more mature and understanding towards other's feelings. I've learnt not to be childish, selfish and self-centered. The world doesn't revolve only around me! Furthermore, knowing that I'm a sensitive person then I should be more sensitive towards other's feelings too! I have to admit that I've wasted alot of time this month by not doing anything especially in school. I'm not doing much on project days and the rest of the days I'm not really learning anything either. I hate wasting time not doing anything because it is similar to wasting my life away. I forgot what else I want to say. Damn. Anyway I still need to clear some bank stuff. The letter was sent like a month ago already? However, I have yet to go do something about it. I want to buy my black JBL Creature II Speakers leh, but it cost $169. *Sighz* That means I have to spend money again. Spending money is unhealthy!! L0L! Oh well, I'm going to stop here for now because I cannot recall what else I would like to say already. Do stay tuned because I'll update again soon yeah? Take care all ! =] "When a deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive." - Alan Paton
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Thursday, April 26, 2007 5:44 pm
HER.
Woah today was really weird. Usually when I take bus to school or back home, there will be someone accompanying me. However, today my lessons started at a later time than Jeremiah and Weian, so I went to school alone. I started pondering on the bus about relationships and I felt feelings for her...
Although we haven't talked for a long time and perharps we aren't that close, somehow I just couldn't stop thinking of her when I was on the bus. I mean we have been friends for close to 5 years? She's always nice to me all these times and I have actually thought about US being together before. However, I guess I wasn't prepared before, but I realise on the bus today that I am! After 19 years on Earth, I'm ready to make sure a commitment! =) I've always been nice to her too all these while, but we never really talked that often or met up at all after secondary school was over. I decided to drop her a message and I was glad that she replied! I'm asking her out next week and hopefully I'll get to be with her! =] I know it's kind of strange when you don't really talk that often with someone, but still the feelings I felt on the bus was real. I guess I didn't really ask her out all these years because I was waiting... Waiting for perharps someone else who I know I can never be with no matter how hard I try? Also, waiting for the right time and I know the time is right now after all these time. Yeah, isn't it strange? Shawn's finally growing up! L0L! To HER: I know we don't talk often or even go out at all, but I hope that you give me this chance to prove myself to you. You may be thinking that I'm making a decision too fast, but I swear that my feelings for you are genuine and real. I was extremely glad to hear that you are single and if you do read this and figure it out... I really hope that you agree to be with me because I want to be with you! =]
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007 10:22 pm
10 more days...
Hey guys! Check out these photos first and watch the video too! Most of these were taken during the holidays, but somehow I forgot to upload them. L0L! I was looking through the photos and videos in my phone and I realise I still haven't upload all these yet, so do take a look! L0L!
A Meal at Heads Or Tails @ MarketStreet Carpark. Yeah, I went there with Alex and Weixuan and the food was nice! Start from the bottom left in a clockwise direction. We have Rice, Kaya Toast, Peanut Butter Toast, Iced Thai Milk Tea, Iced Thai Lemon Tea, Iced Thai Milk Tea, Chili Chicken Floss Toast, Rice and Red Curry. Are you drooling ? L0L! Seriously, not bad la should go try. MarketStreet Carpark is near Lau Pat Sat, which is close to Raffles Place Mrt Station! =] A closer look at the Peanut Butter Toast and Kaya Toast. Obviously the top one is Peanut Butter. I know looks quite gross, but... It is nice! I like! ^^ Alex's day at the salon! L0L! A picture's worth a thousand words! SHUAI!! =) Oh... I just saw this on the friendster daily horoscope thing: One of your friends is becoming a walking contradiction. Give this pal space. I think I know who already! L0L! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xTBS-e6v2ao This is the video of Jeremiah talking about the naked German girls in Phuket and the reason why he and his dad didn't take photos. L0L! Anyway, enough of photos and videos already! Now it's words! L0L! Oh, I met Fei Ge yesterday at Jurong Point. Tsk. 20 already!! Uncle Joachim! =) Kidding! I met him for dinner around 8pm at Fish & Co. and that's the first time I've met my bro for 3 weeks! The seafood platter wasn't as nice as the one at Wheelock place in my opinion. Weian told me the standard at Jurong Point and IMM were the worst. L0L! That explains it. Anyway, we couldn't finish, but Fei Ge managed to summon his strength and finish it. L0L! He said "I did it FOR you! You making me Fat!". L0L! Someone still wearing the Popeye The Sailor Man T-shirt seh. Contradiction! ahaha! I hope you like the gift! =] So check it, 10 more days before it is May the 5th where my parents are flying to Europe on a holiday for 2 weeks. Man, I have to start planning each day out carefully if not I'll end up really bored at home. Basically, those 2 weeks can be really FUN or really boring. I hope it isn't the latter though. I make an alliance with my sister already where each one of us can do ANYTHING we want! L0L! Isn't that awesome ? I get to stay out real late or even not go home at all! I get to invite friends over and even stay over play mahjong and stuff! Yeah, I'm excited! So you are all cordially invited to my place from between 5th May midnight to 18th May! Strictly NO food and beverages in my room. No shit this time because I have to do the housework while they are away. Here's a list... - feed the fish - water the plant - do the laundry - do the ironing - clean the floor - tidy the place - etc. Basically, do all the necessary housework. In other words, I'm an unofficial house-husband. L0L! Hopefully, I can have loads of FUN during that 2 weeks. Yeah, and seriously just give me a call and come over if you like. Oh or better still, invite me over to your place! L0L! Yeah, I really want to make full use of the 2 weeks where there isn't a government at home and no restrictions. FREEDOM! No Holds Barred! 10 days!! The Pursuit of Freedom! L0L! ahaha! Ok, I'm stopping here for today. Take care yeah? I hope to see you guys during that 2 weeks k? Please come over and accompany me!! =) "Live your life as though there is great joy to be experienced... an abundance of goodness in each person you come in contact with, and the knowledge that you have enough inner wisdom to answer the mysteries that challenge you." - Meladee McCarty
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Monday, April 23, 2007 8:00 pm
I'm Better!
I'm feeling better and actually I'm alright already! =] Thanks Hongyue for your concern! I read your entry and I'm touched! Don't worry! I know I'm not alone anymore and there's always someone I can turn to. Believe me, I know you will always be there for me although it may not be physically, but hey as long as I know you're there for me, then that's more than enough! =] Thanks Joa Bro for talking things out with me and clearing things up! I apologise for what I did. Thanks for the guidance bro. =]
I wanted to blog about something I heard during service yesterday. Basically, that service was really heartwarming because I was able to connect with what the speaker said. He asked this question... "How many people can you call at 2am knowing that they will be there for you and not think that you are bothering them?" The first name that came into my head was instance without a shadow of a doubt and I don't second guessed that person. Slowly, a few names came into mind, but I still had to put some thought about whether they are willing to be there for me. Yeah, so I would like you guys to think about the same question too! How many people can you call at 2am knowing that they will be there for you and not think that you are bothering them? It would be great if you have many, but then again how many of them are actually willing to listen and advise you? For me, I don't need that many people there for me ALWAYS. As long as I know that there are at least 3 people I can call and relate my issues with, it is more than enough already! I can safely say that there are at least 3 people I can actually call! right? Right!? L0L! Anyway, the service was I tell you ahhh... POWER ! I felt His presence right in front of me. Yeah, it was a really amazing service. Praise and worship was Great! Sermon was incredible! Oh oh, there was this part where the speaker said "The lone ranger is always the first to die". Somewhere along that line, which is true la actually. He said that to grow as a Christian, one cannot do it alone. In other words, cannot solo kia la. He advised everyone to join a cell group or bible study class. I thought about it and I have to admit that he's right la. I cannot be leading a Christian life on my own because it isn't possible. Furthermore, my whole family nobody Christian leh! GG! Yeah, when I came back to church, I keep thinking that I'll be able to lead my own Christian life on my own. I thought that all I had to do was trust in Him and everything would be alright, which is true! However, in order to grow as a Christian, I won't be able to do it alone. Therefore, I guess some changes will have to be make right? Ok, what I'm about to say next, I've probably talked about for a couple of times already. I'm still going to say it again because I think there are still people who haven't really realise it? Yes, I'm a Christian now. Yes, I'm attending service at City Harvest. I know there are friends and people I know that do not like certain stuff done in City Harvest. Hey, you guys are by all means entitled to your own opinion, but that doesn't mean everything you guys say is accurate. Still, do not judge me by my religion or even the church I go to. Judge me for WHO I AM! And I assure everyone that I'm still the same old Shawn just that I've grown spiritually. Other than that, I'm still ME! I really do not want to lose friends just because of religion or the church I attend. That's what I hope everyone can understand and perharps spread the word to those friends of mine who do not read my blog too! =] I learnt something from Fei Ge yesterday too! "Running away and being MIA(Missing In Action) isn't going to solve my problems". If I don't speak up and speak my mind, my problems will never be solved. As you all should know by now, I always keep things to myself when I'm angry/sad/disappointed etc. What good does it do when you do not tell the other party your thoughts towards the things they say or do if you're mad at them? How is the other party ever going to find out? The only thing that will happen is that both parties will drift apart. That only makes the situation worse and it won't get any better. In other words, I was being childish and selfish la. Yes, a lifelong lesson by my bro that I'll always remember. Now, I can understand why people say that when someone lectures or scold you, it is for your own good. The reason is because they care about you. If they do not care or bother, they could just easily walked away or not do anything about it. Therefore, I'm blessed to have a wonderful bro that cares! =] The way I see things is that an arguement can end up in 2 different scenarios. First of all, the friendship or relationship between both parties is lost and they never talk to each other ever again. The second scenario is that the friendship or relationship between both parties strengthens because they relate to each other what the issue is that they didn't like about the other party. Clearly, the outcome that anyone wants is the second scenario la. I don't know about you, but I realise that whenever I have an arguement or disagreement with someone and we manage to clear things up, our friendship will always grow and we will become closer! I'm speaking from experience here because I've been in these sort of situations for at least twice? And yes, I'm still very close with these friends of mine! =] I think I can write a book man! Agree? It should be titled "Relationships For Dummies!" L0L! Tomorrow's Fei Ge's 20th Birthday! So Happy Birthday in advance! Tsk. 20 years old already man, can call you Uncle liao! L0L! Better start acting like a 20 year old too! L0L! Anyway, have a wonderful and blessed 20th Birthday! =] Let's see, anything else that I missed out? I doubt so. Oh, I promise to be less EMO-ish k Hongyue? Yea! That's my promise to you, so don't worry about me! I'll be alright! That's all for me today la hor? K la k la. Take care, god bless and see everyone again soon k? =] "When you hire people that are smarter than you are, you prove you are smarter than they are." - R.H. Grant
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Sunday, April 22, 2007 10:47 pm
there ?
I'm kind of lost right now ? Yesterday was my Sister's birthday and a day when I should be really happy. My parents decided on going to Italy/Switzerland on the 5th of May for 2 weeks. I'm happy because firstly, my parents can finally take some time off and go for a wonderful break without worrying about anything else. Secondly, 2 weeks of PARTY man!! L0L! There's no government in the house and I can do anything I want to! L0L! Unfortunately, that happiness only last for a short time.
I was really upset, frustrated, lost, hurt and much more emotions all at the same time around 1am, 2am plus. I don't know. Do I make things difficult for people? Do I make their lives messed up? If that is the case, why don't they tell me sooner? I'm done. Seriously. I don't know what you want me to say or do, but I guess I won't bother you again. You told me if I had an issue with it that I could tell you, but now when I tell you, you're saying that I'm making things difficult... I'm not going to continue. Sorry for making things difficult all these time.
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Thursday, April 19, 2007 11:55 pm
Nothing...
The first week of school is over since Friday is an off day for me. So check out what I've learnt these past 4 days in school! Monday... Nothing... Tuesday... Nothing... Wednesday... Nothing... Today... Nothing... In conclusion... there is nothing... Nothing... NOTHING... I learnt for the week! Isn't that freaking cool !? ahaha!
Seriously, this week in school was a complete waste of time. So go school for what FUCK!? L0L! I didn't listen in class because I was erm... I just didn't pay attention la. Freaking boring, but sianZ la got 1 LJ tutorial. Yesterday and Today I ended before 12pm when it was suppose to end at 4pm, so basically it was still slack-able to the core! ^^ Yesterday I met Siang Yee after lesson for lunch, then we went to Jurong Point. I needed to buy gifts! Siang Yee bought a wallet, but not nice. L0L! It's the kind where you clip your notes there because there's no notes section in the wallet. Understand? L0L! Hard to explain!! I'll show you or take a photo the next time I get the chance. We walked around the place and I realise that Jurong Point isn't big anymore! L0L! I don't know why, but last time I felt that it was quite a big place. Now I realise that it isn't really that big afterall. We left at around 3pm or 4pm plus. Today lessons were over by 11.30am. I didn't want to go home so early because I didn't feel like. I slacked around in school till around 2.40pm before heading to West Mall to walk around till 4pm plus. I was suppose to meet Khairul to go play pool, but his lessons were taking too long. I was super bored already and didn't have anything left to do, so I headed back home. I watched "The Pursuit of Happyness". It's really touching and meaningful la, can cry one. Those that have yet to watch it should go catch it man or get from me!! L0L! Nicholas just asked me to join his team for WCG, but I don't think I'm joining. I don't like joining all these competitions because I just like playing for fun and not take it to the next level. Nicholas said just join for fun, but in that case why not just play normally when you're at home? Yeah, it's good to challenge th pros and all, but internet also have pros. Anyway, I'm going to game now, so I'll update again soon yeah! Take care everyone and have a good weekend! =] "Don't waste yourself in rejection, nor bark against the bad, but chant the beauty of the good." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Monday, April 16, 2007 9:42 pm
Year 3 1st Day!
Hey guys! I didn't manage to blog yesterday because I got home pretty late and I was feeling really down after some stuff my mum said to me. Yeah, so I'm updating my blog now! Yeah, my blog's having a new look and I didn't really have a choice because the previous skin got removed by the user. I really liked that rockstar template and it's my favourite of all since I started blogging. Oh well, I chose this skin because it looks really cool. I know I know that it's EMO and all, but I'm not comtemplating suicide or anything k? So no worries!! ahaha! I added some new stuff in my blog like my imeem playlist, so check out the kind of rock songs that I really love. I also included this imood thing which tells you my current mood! L0L! I used it 2 years back, so I brought it back again! Yeah, basically to share my mood with everyone? ^^
Anyway, I went for service with Malbindar at Bukit Panjang at 12pm and it ended around 1.45pm. The message in the sermon really meant a lot to mean and I was really touched by it. I had a great time the past 2 weeks with Malbindar in service! Next week, I'll be heading back to City Harvest Chuch! YAY!! I'm excited! =] It will probably be my first service as a Christian in CHC and also the first service when Pastor Kong is back since I didn't go for the last 2 weeks. Ok, so after service, I went to meet up with Alex, Leonard and Weixuan at Buona Vista. We shared a cab down to NUH to visit Qing Xiang and his mum. Terence came slightly later as well. We bought her a card too! Qing Xiang seems to be coping alright and his mum is really nice! We spent about 2 hours talking with Qing Xiang? Yeah, then Alex and Weixuan left for home after that. I joined Leonard and Terence to go Marina Square to do window shopping and slack! I wanted to buy long sleeve t-shirts and a stripe shirt, but I didn't see any nice ones or budget-table ones. L0L! We went to eat at Thai Express before heading home. I wanted to take a cab back, but the queue wasn't moving, so I ended up taking the MRT home. Boo! =( I wish I knew my neighbours who have cars. L0L! Then won't it be really cool ? Like if you sianZ then can jio them out then they can drive me around! ahahah! Unfortunately, I don't talk to my neighbours. I reached home around 11.30pm? I went to take a shower, then my mum sat down and talked to me. I thought things were going well because we were bonding at midnight? I was wrong because I think she had her intentions and I was really hurt by the stuff she said to me. I didn't feel so much hurt before actually. Yeah, I'm not going to share it here, but ask me if you would like. Too lazy to elaborate la. Yeah, so I didn't really had time to blog as I was crying for about half an hour? I was really really down la and I'm trying not to think about it, so I won't feel so hurt. Basically it was about CHC and religion and all those stuff. I had class the next day at 8.30am, but I really didn't want to go to bed. I stayed up till 2am and I prayed too and I felt much better. I don't blame my mum and I'm not even angry with her, but I was just disappointed and hurt. =[ Anyway, talk about school today la hor? Basically, it was a waste of time. Seriously, I might as well quit school if life in school is going to be like that everyday. We did absolutely NOTHING! Really!! NOTHING!! No Shit!! Ok la, we take 2 cds and install the software then we sit there. I look at you, you look at me. L0L! At least, I know most of the people in the room, so it was alright. I tried accessing my blog in school and I realised that my blog had some problems. That was why I had to change the skin. I played DotA for most of the time and watched the first 40 minutes of "Pursuit of Happyness". Oh! I saw a lot of familiar faces today! Got Jeremiah, Weian, Nicholas, Daryl, Jasper because they all in my project room mah. L0L! I saw Syam, Kelvin, Clement, Ken, Aiman, Ze Wei, Farhanah. Then across from my project room, there's another classroom. I knew this girl on from orientation, but I forgot her name after that day, so everytime I see her I can only smile and wave. L0L! Then, there was this girl from my French class who walked past the project room and saw me and smiled. I returned the smile, but my mind was processing who she was and after she walked past then I remembered! L0L! Oh, the good news is you can chat with me on msn on Mondays and Tuesdays because I have basically nothing to do. Therefore I'm super free! But there's this really Bitchy supervisor in the project room. Luckily, she isn't in charge of my group, but apparently she still bitches at everyone. So... EVS man! You think I give a shit? L0L! She started talking about the rules and regulations and what we are not suppose to do and BLAH BLAH BLAH... By 5pm when it was time to go home, we broke every single rule already. L0L! Anyway, I'm having a stiff shoulder now and I don't know why. It's super annoying and I hope it will be gone when I wake up tomorrow morning. Massage for me anyone? L0L! Oh ya! I really need more long sleeve clothes and I need a sweater too because the room is freaking cold! I also intend to get myself a bible and a cross as soon as I can, but my budget is really tight this month as well as next. So I won't probably be getting it so soon. Anyone wanna sponsor me for my clothes, bible and cross? Ahaha! Just kidding! Anyway, I'll probably bring my book to school tomorrow to read since I've nothing else to do. Oh well, I'm stopping here for now, so take care all and have a great week ahead! =] "Nothing is too small to know, and nothing is too big to attempt." - William Van Horne
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Saturday, April 14, 2007 11:01 pm
Update!
Hey!!! Back!! Ahahah, this might be my last entry before school reopens on Monday! After that, my updates might not be so often if I'm busy? But I think I can blog in school on Mondays and Tuesdays because project days like very slack. L0L! Oh Oh, my project title is some "Home Application Using PLC". Yeah, don't know what sai also. I don't even know what PLC is man ???
Anyway, I rewind to Thursday first la hor. Thursday, Dennis, Jeremiah, Weixuan and I went to school to buy books and Jeremiah and I need to fix our laptops and install all those school stuff. So, I install the stuff on my laptop but Jeremiah couldn't do anything because his laptop had to be brought to the acer centre to get it fixed. Anyway, we wanted to go get our books, but the shop lady said that year 3 books won't come in till school reopen. YAY! Got excuse to not bring books! Woohoo! Oh, Jeremiah managed to get his PSP modified at the shop besides Co-op. Not bad ah, underground business seh! L0L! KK, don't baodou him ah because the uncle very good and friendly. He looks like the Adrian Pang right? It's Pang right? We went Queensway after that to eat Katong Laksa! I like, but expensive, so I don't like. L0L! Stop contradicting yourself Shawn! Dennis bought a necklance and Jeremiah pierced his ear! I saw this Lost Prophets long sleeve t-shirt looks zhun! Nice! I like, but I got no money, so not zhun. We took a bus back to West Mall for dinner at Bali Thai and left for home after that. On Friday, which was yesterday also la. I met Alex at West Mall because he said he wants to buy bag and cut hair. We went to Zinc to take a look at the bags, but all not nice la really. They were looking for sales assistants, so I went to ask if they had part-time, but they only wanted FULL time. Yeah, I know you all might be asking why the hell I'm looking for a job when school reopening in 2 days !? Ehh... actually I also don't know la, but my timetable this semester Friday no need to go school, so I was thinking of working on Friday, Saturday and Sunday, perharps even Thursday evenings. Yeah, I want to earn some cash to get some stuff for myself. Ok, back to topic. After leaving Zinc, we walked around for awhile. I looking for gifts for my Sister, Mum and... YOU THINK I GOING TO TELL YOU AH !? L0L! Yeah, I only dare say my Sister and Mum because I know they don't read my blog and hopefully I'm right. I bought something, but I still looking for better gifts. We went to KFC to eat before going to Jantzen Hair Salon because Alex want to cut hair. Cut short like mine la! That fringe needs to go man! L0L! We met Jeremiah after that and went to check the movie timeslots, but Jeremiah said he had not enough cash. We accompanied him to eat and they left after that. I decided to slack around before going home. I went to San Bookshop and managed to get this book entitled "Veronika Decides To Die" by Paulo Coelho. I highly recommend Paulo Coelho books because they are really inspiring and touching, so do go check it out yeah! Eh, I know the book title a little EMO and all, but don't worry! I'm fine! Really!! L0L! Seriously, I picked the book because I read the summary and it was really touching. Basically, it's about Veronika who decides to commit suicide because her life was the same rountine every single day. She took sleeping pills to get an overdose and when she woke up, she was in a hospital. However, her heart was damaged and weakened by the overdose and she only had 5 days or less to live. Basically, she just did some reflection in her life during those remaining days of hers. I managed to read 50 pages yesterday alone! Isn't that COOL !? I mean this is the first book I've actually opened and read since I came into Poly ? Seriously, go read it man. You can borrow from me if you guys are interested, but wait till I finish ah, I'm only done with a quarter of the book. After getting the book, I decided to head home because I wanted to start reading. When I reached the first level, I popped by Lee Hwa Jewellery to see if I could get anything for my Mum. However, nothing really struck me with great desire. L0L! So I went over to Citi Gems instead and the salesman was good la. His name is Phillip, you can go look for him if you need to buy a gift for your mums! I was looking outside, so when he approached me, I just told him I'm looking for a gift for my mum's 50th birthday! Yeah, it's on the 1st of May by the way. So he brought me to see the pendant section and showed me this pearl pendant. In my heart, it was like "That's the one man". I looked at the rest, but they were not as significant as the first one he showed me. I asked if there's a nice necklance to go along with it too and he showed me the currently most popular kind of necklance. When I went in and take a look, I didn't intend on buying because I still had 2 weeks, but school was going to reopen and there wasn't any new stocks coming in within those 2 weeks either. So I decided to get the pendant and the necklance because my gut was telling me to do so. One thing I really like about this Phillip guy is that he's real honest la. I asked him "Would it be better to get a necklance, bracelet or EVEN both?". He explained to me why a necklance would be a better choice and didn't convince me to get both because that's what sales people will actually do to make more commission. Yeah, so I followed my heart and I managed to get a good rate at $268. I will be splitting the cost with my sister and I really hope my mums like it la. =] Oh, today I felt a little offended by something and yeah you can say I'm sensitive because I am and I won't deny it either. I went to meet Malbindar and Kumar for lunch at Bukit Panjang. We ate at this Indian restaurant called Karus and the food there was good and not very expensive too! We went to town after that because we wanted to catch Smokin' Aces but shows were only at 7pm plus and Kumar didn't want to stay so late. We ended up just slacking around at Starbucks for awhile before going to Far East Plaza. I managed to get a customized cap there for $15. Kumar left after that while Malbindar and I stayed for dinner and walked around. We went to Zara and I saw these pretty nice plain long sleeve t-shirts, but I'm hoping I can get them at somewhere else for a cheaper price. I still want to buy a few long sleeve t-shirts as well as a long sleeve stripe shirt. Anyway, Gavin told me yesterday that Qingxiang is flying back to Singapore today because his mum is very sick. I just hope that she is alright and Qingxiang is coping well. I'll be keeping you and your family in my prayers k? We plan to visit him and his family tomorrow if he's alright with it. So, I really hope everything's ok. I'm going to stop here for today and I'll try my best to blog again tomorrow before school officially kicks off on Monday. So take good care everyone and cya soon~! =] "You can either hold yourself up to the unrealistic standards of others, or ignore them and concentrate on being happy with yourself as you are." - J. Jacques
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:37 pm
Thoughts & Such.
Hey everyone! I'm back for an update! So check it out, I got saved on 08/04/2007 after 19 years on this earth! Are you happy for me? =) I finally cut my hair today! It's super short, so don't laugh at me if you meet me within this couple of days! Oh well, just to let everyone know, school is reopening for me on the 16th, which is next Monday! It's kind of happy/sad feeling or should I just say vex? It's kind of sianZ yet kind of shiok feeling at the same time la, like bittersweet? ahahah!
Anyway, I went to Khairul's place just now! I can come to a conclusion that I'm no good with parents generally! I don't know why, but parents just don't seem to like me. Am I very unlikeable? I think parents don't really like me because I look like that the rebellious kind of person? Am I correct? Do I have the sort of mischievous look? Oh Oh, by the way, I realise that a whole load of adjectives starting with S can be use to describe me! For example, Shy, Sociable, Smart! The rest you go figure out yourself! Hah! Hmm... I got chase out indirectly by his mum! Boo! That time Fei Ge's mum also chase me out indirectly! =( The feeling is like kena rejected then become dejected that kind of feeling! Rhyme sia! But WHY??? I'm a good boy! I'm shy, but doesn't mean that I'm dao (a snob) right? Some people say that I look very dao before that get to know me and I think it's the eyebrows! Hah! But I'm not going to do anything about it because it's unique! =X But how can? Aunties and Uncles, you all shouldn't judge me by my appearance! Therefore in conclusion, I don't want to go anyone's house already because I don't want to get chase out!! Boo! Kind of sad leh... Like I always treat people well and in a nice way, but then to get chase out of the house ah... it's... AIYO... >.<>.< Oh well, I hope people just don't judge me if they don't know me. Like the old saying goes "Don't judge a book by it's cover", so "Don't judge Shawn by his looks"! L0L! I think most of my friends after getting to know me will agree that I'm a nice person right? =] Oh I realise that some of my close friends are thinking of migrating overseas after Poly, NS, Uni, etc. It kind of sucks? Especially when you are close with them, then you realise that they are all leaving you. Then you start to think... What's the use of getting close to them in the first place if they are going abroad and never coming back? Of course, they will say they would come visit, but seriously if you migrate and get use to the lifestyle there, then do you think you will want to even come back to visit your friends? I honestly doubt so. Also, if you are living comfortably in Singapore already, then why do you want to migrate? The old saying goes... "The grass is not always greener on the otherside". To me, if you have a house to live in, food for you to eat and all your basic needs, then there really isn't a need to migrate is there? There are many advantages living in Singapore too that people usually overlooked. The country is safe from natural disasters like Earthquakes, Typhoon, Tsunami and etc because of where we are situated. Also, our streets are safe and secure from day to night. The standard of living here isn't that high too compared to other countries. So if you're thinking of or already decided on migrating, why not just take a moment and think about the life in Singapore? What makes you so sure that your life abroad would be much better? You'll never know anyway. These are just my thoughts and opinions, so you guys can decide for yourselves. Anyway, I'm left with Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday before school officially opens! Can you believe that the 2-month break is about to be over? Oh well, I can only hope that this semester is going to be fun and that my new classmates are nice! I think there's quite a number of new faces that I haven't seen before in my Software Engineering class. So 4 days left before school kicks off and hopefully within this time I can meet up with my friends and all before I start getting busy with my final year project because that's probably going to take up a whole damn lot of my time. Hmmm... By the way, I hate this sort of comments... "Why you cry? Real man don't cry one leh!". L0L! It's damn retarded. People cry to show their emotions for many different reasons like happy, sad, excited, nervous, etc. So does that mean that if you show your emotions, then you're not a man? Get a life dude. I seriously dislike all these kind of act macho comments because it's like a brainless person making a meaningless remark. Anyway, I'm going to stop here for now because I'm hungry! I'm going to find something to eat now. Catch yall again soon! =] "When you really trust someone, you have to be okay with not understanding some things." - Real Live Preacher P.S: Hmm... that's pretty true eh? So do you really trust me? and are you okay with no understanding certain things? L0L! Take care! =]
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Saturday, April 07, 2007 11:48 pm
Alcohol.
Hey, I'm back! How's everyone doing? I haven't been too good, so hope everyone's been better off than I have. The past few days have been strange? I don't know how to put it in words, so let me just tell you...
Thursday... Thursday was horrible. It was one of those days when you really need to get out of the house, but noone's there? It's always the case whenever you are busy everyone will ask you out and whenever you need to just get out of the house, everyone else is busy. Or they just don't want to go out, so screw that. The thing that annoys me the most about it all is people telling you "I'll be there for you anytime anywhere ok? Just give me a call". Screw that la. Don't make a promise that you cannot fulfill can? It really sucks when you give a call to those people and they tell you stuff like... "Sorry, I'm busy", "Sorry, I don't feel like going out", BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH. Also, don't apologise for the sake of it, because you sorry for what fuck? You tell me? I'm not mad at anyone or anything, I just don't want people to tell me something like that in the future and he/she just can never be there, get what I mean? Yeah, so I ended up staying at home. I spent most of the time in my room thinking and that sucks. Whenever I'm alone, I'll start thinking and when I start thinking, I'll get EMO. Yeah, so you can say that I don't like staying at home. My plans on Friday were kindda screwed up too and I had to get out of the house. I started calling people and stuff. Apparently everyone is busy and all again. Thankfully, Alex was free, so I ended up meeting him the next day. I woke up pretty late and I met Alex about 2pm. We went to Raffles Place MRT station to find this place called "Market Street Carpark". No, it isn't a carpark. In fact, it's a shopping centre! Dumbass name eh? So we tried finding the place and we walked around and asked people for about at least half an hour? Apparently, we couldn't find it and nobody knew about it. We went back to the station to take a look at the map again and we realise we were walking in the wrong direction... So we went back to find the place and we found it, but almost every shop was close... AIYO... We took a bus to Suntec and on the way there, Alex told me if women can have PMS, then guys can like also be sad and moodless and stuff once in awhile too. Interesting theory there. We went to Thai Express at City Link for lunch. The curry was good and it wasn't that expensive too! The only bad thing was that the serving wasn't alot. After that, we went to Suntec because Alex wanted to walk around the children's section... -.= So old (2o this year) already still so childish! tsk. Then, we went over to Esplanade to take a bus to Holland Village. We reached Holland Village and walked to Buona Vista MRT station to meet up with Dennis before proceeding back to Holland Village. We went for dinner at some Noodle Restaurant. The Ipoh Hor Fun nice! $3.20 only!! Aahaha... Wah not bad ah, in a day can find 2 new places to have good food! Must go back sometime soon! After dinner, we went to Eski Bar! That place stylo la. I like! Again, must go back more often! The staff there are friendly also! The timing was good also because it was happy hour until 9pm! L0L! We were there about 8pm? The music was good! The environment was good! The drinks were bad! L0L! No la, I prefered Alex and Dennis drinks compared to mine. It was my first time drinking in 4/5 years? I just felt the need to because I needed something to take me away from my problems? Yeah so... I had these 2 cocktails. First was this Singapore Sling and it tasted like medicine! Second was Sex On The Beach and it tasted like Singapore Sling, which tasted like medicine! Anyway, what kind of cock name is Sex On The Beach? No wonder it's called a COCKtail la, so suku sia the name. Imagine one day a hot waitress taking your order then you say something like "Can I get the Sex On The Beach?". L0L! Will kena some slapness anot? L0L! Oh, we took a photo in the Ice Bar area and it was -5 degrees in there man! Check it out... Woah! Handsome sia the middle guy! Woohoo! Ignore the hair cuz i no money cut. Alex looks drunk! L0L! Margarita, Singapore Sling, Dennis's Stomach and Kamikaze. Eski Blue, forgot wad sai and Sex On The Beach. Stylo ah the colours? ^^ Ok, I regret to inform everyone that I didn't get high! We had some Fries and Calamari, so the bill came up to about $90+. Scare right ? Ya, me too. Oh, Jeremiah came and join us at about 9pm. I saw Ce Rong again at the Bar of all places! L0L! Cool eh? Anyway, we left the bar after we were done drinking and we went to the kopitiam at Holland Village. The carrot cake is nice! Must go try! L0L! Yup, so I wasn't feeling so EMO already when I got home around 11pm plus. Then Dennis started questioning me about me breaking my promise about following him to church the next day. Aiya, I didn't know what to say then and I still don't know what you want me to say now because everything I say also won't make a difference anyway. I did agree to going because you told me Jeremiah would go if I did, so I was doing you a favour till Jeremiah decided not to go. I woke up pretty late today too after falling asleep when Survivor was over. Jeremiah messaged me at 2pm asking me if I'm meeting him at Jurong East at 3pm to go to Expo. I was stunned because the night before he told Dennis and I that he wasn't going. I was also unprepared, but hey, I'm not the type that breaks promises, so I rushed and met him. When we were on the train approaching Clementi, Dennis called. He told us that there wasn't any seats left, so we decided to go to town instead. We called Weixuan and he agreed to meet us. Jeremiah and I ended up slacking around till Weixuan turned up. Oh, I met Yong Long at Far East Plaza! Hao jiu bu jian! Seems like whenever I'm EMO, I'll meet my friends whom I haven't seen in a long time! -.= We bought tickets to catch Shooter at 6.20pm and the movie was better than I expected, so yeah it was pretty good! It lasted 2 hours and we went to Hard Rock Cafe after that for drinks and Fries. I had a Margarita this time and it was better than the drinks last night. We left about close to 10pm? So let me clear certain things up first, yes I do drink to suppress my problems and issues and whatever you want to call it. That doesn't mean I'm an alcoholic because I'm not. Does drinking suppress my problems? Yeah, maybe. Is that a reason to start drinking? Yes? No? I don't really care? I'm just a social drinker and there's nothing wrong with that. I don't think there's anything wrong with social smoking too. Even social drugging is fine. You only get to live once anyway right? Another thing is that... Have I been having problems these few days? Yes. Do I share my problems? No. Why? Seriously, what difference does it make? It's not like people can understand or help me in anyway also what! So by telling them, it only makes them having to carry my burden and I don't like that. Also, I feel there's a huge difference when someone's there for you physically compared to virtually? Like if you tell someone your problems online or over the phone right... how do you know if they are actually listening? I also won't know what they are thinking right? Physically is so much different though. Just knowing the person is seating right next to you and listening is already more comforting than sharing my issues online or over the phone. I mean it's nice to hear someone say "I'm here listening", but if he/she isn't physically there right... then isn't it strange? Sometimes you just really need someone seating beside you to listen. Too bad for me, I've got no such luck or whatever you want to call it. Talking to my Mum or Dad? For real? What a joke! My sister? Yeah right, we can't even hold a proper conversation without arguing. That's why I've always wanted an elder bro because I know things would be different for me. In the sense that there's someone there who I can talk to and relate/share my problems with. Well, I know it's better than having an elder sister for sure. But damnit la, my parents didn't bless me with an elder bro and now I'm all alone! =( Seriously, I think my life would be very different now if I had an elder bro just there for me to talk with and listen to me. My life won't be so fucked up and messed up. Ok, I'm not going to go on because I'll just start getting EMO again! *Sighz* Just my luck eh? *Sighz* I'm going to stop here for today before I start thinking and getting EMO and stuff again. Take care ah everyone! Don't be like me! =] "Take away the miseries and you take away some folks' reason for living." - Toni Cade Bambara
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007 12:10 am
Trust.
Hey guys, I decided to blog an entry about this after Siang Yee asked me a question about it. Aiyo... Everytime go out with him, he will leave my mind hanging with thoughts and stuff. L0L! I'm not saying it's a bad thing though, but hey it's good sometimes to just stop and think about some stuff. Anyway, if you are a sensitive person then just skip this entry yeah? This entry isn't meant to hurt anyone's feelings or anything. These are just my thoughts on Trust and it's up to you guys to agree or disagree with it. Feel free to fill me with your thoughts are even comment on it. =]
So, his question was... "What if a close friend, who is like a brother to you, betrays you? HOW!?". Hmm... That was how we started talking on the topic about Trust. Another question was... "But will you know what are his actual thoughts?" So after those two mind-blowing questions, I went home and thought about the issue on Trust. Prepare for a long entry! L0L! How many people can you guys COMPLETELY/TOTALLY trust? I mean apart from family. Basically, how many of your friends can you guys completely or totally trust? To be honest, I only have a handful or maybe even less. Handful as in you go count the number of fingers on your hand la then you tell me how many... Yeah, 5 or less. I mean it is true that you will never know what the other person is thinking. You won't even know if the person actually treats you as a friend or if he's just using you or taking advantage. You will just never know! So how easy is it to completely put your trust in someone without any doubt? The person might be good to you and all, but ultimately you'll never know what he is thinking of. Trusting someone isn't much of a problem for anyone, but trusting someone totally is something very different. So, take a moment and think about how many people can you guys trust completely? Of course it is great to have someone other than your family who you can trust wholeheartedly. The reason being sometimes you don't talk to your parents about certain stuff mah. Generation Gap? L0L! Or even secrets? You just want to talk to someone else other than family at times right? That's for me la, I don't know about you guys. So I didn't really managed to answer Siang Yee's first question. I did answer it, but that person wasn't a close friend or anything, so it's different. I told you guys about the colleague who scammed my $200 before right? Ok, for those who didn't hear about it before, let me take myself and you guys down memory lane... I was working at this company after my 'O' levels and this girl joined the company after me. She only managed to stay in there because she knew the boss of the company in Church. So EVS. We talked and stuff because we were around the same age. One day, she told me she had this good deal for iPod Shuffles from her friend's dad, so I told her to get 2 for me and a friend. Yeah, I know I was naive back then. I passed her the money because she said her friend's dad wanted payment to be made first before shipping in the products. After that, she said she was heading to Melbourne for a short holiday and she told me she will keep in contact with me on how to collect the iPod Shuffles from her friend's dad shop. Apparently, when she was in Melbourne, she told me the stocks were delayed and she will get back to me when she's back in Singapore. Ok, so I pestered her about it when she came back and she said it was delayed slightly. 2 weeks later, she left for Melbourne again and no contact was made from then on. She probably blocked me on MSN and her Singapore line was off. I kept trying to get her, but I couldn't contact her at all, so I sort of gave up. One fine day, which was like months later or even a year, I tried my luck. Her Singapore line rang and it was her sister over the phone. I asked for her Australia line and I called her up. She was pretty shocked and apparently she couldn't remember who I was. After reminding her of the iPod Shuffles, her memory came back and she said she was busy and she will message me the details. Oh, I did ask her why wasn't she on MSN anymore and she answered she was still trying to get the Internet hooked up after who knows how long. ZzZ. Well, she couldn't run away this time. She said somehow the iPod Shuffles shipping had some problem and it was cancelled, but I could go to her friend's dad shop to get a refund. She messaged me her friend's email, which was invalid. In the message, she told me not to let her family know about it because her mum told her never to help anyone buy anything in case such a thing happened. She told me it wasn't invalid and asked me to wait for the person to be online. From then, she didn't reply to my messages or calls. Well Bitch, you got me good! I didn't really tell anyone about it. I didn't call up her family because what's the use? Do you think they will believe me more than their own daughter? I didn't call the cops because what can they do when she's in Australia already and god knows when she's returning. Her message about not telling her family was I don't know... I just felt that she already had the intention of cheating my money. If she really wanted to return that refund, she should have called her friend and asked her friend to give me a call. Well didn't work out that way, so yeah you got me good. I learnt a valuable lesson from this at the expense of $200. Yes, a very costly lesson indeed. From that day onwards, I totally stopped trusting or believing anyone at all. Seriously! I thought everyone out there cannot be trusted after that incident. Slowly, I started putting my trust in people. The difference before the incident and after is... last time, I could trust people easily without thinking. Now, I would put some thought before believing anything anyone says. Also, previously, I could put complete trust in many people without much doubt. NOW, it's totally opposite! L0L! I don't trust everyone completely except a few and even then, there's still doubt hanging around. Yeah, that was only one incident. There are other minor incidents that happened too, but they didn't involve money. However, it involved something I feel is more valuable and that is friendship/relationship. I just seem to suck real bad at being around with the right people. I mean everytime I'm with someone who I managed to get very close with, the friendship will be gone. It really sucks, especially when I wonder if all the people I'm close with right now will turn their backs against me someday. Yeah, I had a very close friend who I treated like a brother in secondary school. He didn't betray me or anything, but our friendship was still broken and we haven't talked since then. I don't really know what went wrong except he told me I changed? Yes, so it's really really very frustrating for me. Now, I try not to get very close to anyone anymore. I keep a distance from everyone because I feel that whenever I become close to anyone, that relationship will just be over. Although it was just ONE incident, but still, the amount of pain it caused and the scars left behind will always be there. Yeah, so I really apologise if you guys are really trying to get close with me, but I can't do the same. You have to understand that it isn't because I don't want to, but it is because I don't want to get hurt like **** again. See, that's why I say sensitive people shouldn't read because I might offend them or in fact offend anyone unintentionally. I know you guys would be thinking like "Hey, but I'm not like your that secondary school friend what! What's that suppose to mean?". I'm not saying you are, but sometimes things just happen... get me ? It's hard to put in words. You have to experience something similar to know what it's like. There are like close ones who I really want to get even closer with, but how can I ? Once again, it involves trust. *Sighz* Yeah, so I get it's good for me to keep a certain distance? The strange thing is that I don't even like that "distance". As in, I would really like to be closer with certain people, but I'm afraid? I guess you can say I'm afraid... I don't think there's any sort of remedy to cure me from this. Another difference about me is that last time I would take the initiative to get close with someone, but now I won't get close to anyone unless they come get close to me. Hmmm... perhaps the only remedy for me is that people choose to get close with me and actually tell me that. That will probably be the change and the thing to look out for too. Ok, so whatever I've said, you can take it as crap and one ear go in the other go out or you can think about it. Think about how important trust and friendship is. Think about the friendship you have with me. Think about how much you trust me. You guys can always let me know and hey if you all decide that you guys don't trust me after reading my entry, I won't hold anything against anyone. I truly believe that friendship is nothing at all without trust. So you guys think about what I have said from the start and yeah, fill me in with your thoughts too k? Just remember to say what you mean and mean what you say! =] "Be kind - Remember every one you meet is fighting a battle - everybody's lonesome." - Marion Parker
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Sunday, April 01, 2007 10:51 pm
March Report.
Heyy! Back for monthly report! L0L! Hmmm... Ok, let's take a look back at my resolutions for the year and see how much I've accomplished so far! =]
1. Better person - I think I've been better! Right? =] 2. Health - Good! Still alive and kickin' and in good shape! =] 3. Exercise/Train - Chey Chey! Start already OK! ^^ 4. Studies - Aiyo... Don't talk about this! =( 5. Holiday! - Never even go until Sentosa. >.< 6. Relationships - Much more connected to everyone now? =] 7. Decisions - I think I make wiser decisions now right? 8. Finance - Hmm... At least better than Jan! 9. Commitment - I never PS anyone yet hor!! 10. Religion - >.< Not too bad right? But a little disappointing leh this month! I didn't manage to meet Fei Ge on the last Thursday of the month and I didn't meet Hongyue on the last Friday of the month too! Hmmm... I did meet up with Hongyue a few times this month though, so it's not that bad afterall! I didn't meet Fei Ge at all though except on Sundays, but that doesn't count la! =[ Anyway, today Sunday right? Ahahah... so I went to Church for the 5th time! Errr... I forgot what I want to type. OH! This week had altar call again... in other words it means HAT-TRICK already! 3 consecutive times! I'm pretty sure that the next two weeks will also have the altar call. Next week is Easter and the week after, the Benny Hinn guy's coming to town. This means 5 consecutive altar calls! FYI, I didn't response to any yet because it just didn't you know. I can't put it in words la. Sorry! So, today's sermon was about... life of a Christian? Right? Somewhere along that line... Basically, the things Christians do for God. I didn't sleep last night, so my mind was in dreamland, but I still tried to stay awake! I did fall asleep for a minute or two. After the service, or rather just before it end, I left with Fei Ge. He wanted to avoid the crowd because he didn't like it. We reached the MRT station and the train just left, so we had to wait 11 minutes? Aiyo... Ok, he like my old school black Nike Dunk shoes, so we swapped shoes for a week. Actually no difference la, yours also Nike Dunk, but only green colour. L0L! Therefore, next week confirm have to go, if not don't need take back my shoes. L0L! nVm! Brothers share stuff right? =] Oh, I think this month I opened up to people more too and especially to Fei Ge! So that's cool, but there's still something else important to share. Hmmm... Not the time yet I guess. We took the MRT to City Hall for lunch and talked and joked along the way. Hmmm... so I guess it's a good start for the month of April eh ? =] He went to meet his friend after lunch and I went to Holland Village to meet Malbindar. We slacked around till about 6pm plus before heading off. Ok, want to hear my plan for April ? You don't really have a choice anyway! =X Check this out, I'm going to re-design my room a little! I'm going to make it warmer, so my guest will feel at home! ahah! Obviously, also for me la! I'm going to get a board to put it up to stick stuff on it, so I can remember what I'm suppose to do and all. My memory's pretty bad recently, so I guess I'll just have to write reminders and stuff down. See, I forgot the other stuff I want to get already... OH! A carpet or floor mat or something to put it at my guitar area! A guitar stand too! What else? Hmmm... Slowly la hor... No rush yet... Anyone wants to go Ikea with me ? =] By the way, school's going to reopen on the 16 of April! =( Actually, I'm not sad la! L0L! I'm excited ? I've been taking a pretty long break because I really needed to. I'm actually still sorting some personal issues out, so hopefully everything would be all good by the time school reopens. Still, you guys can still get me out of the house yeah? Just give me a call or something! It's better for me too because whenever I'm home, I'll start thinking about stuff and I'll start getting EMO. =( But hey, I'll be alright after awhile and at least I know now that I can open up to my friends more too! Yeah, so basically I'm left with just 2 more weeks for this long break. Yeah, I think I'll enjoy this semester because I have a long weekend as I don't have to go to school every Friday! Also, I'll get to know more people! I have 3 different classes and at least I know someone in each class, so it's all good! Siang Yee's in my Software Engineering class! Oh No! Don't Bully Me la! >.< Okok, I have to go now guys! I'll update again when I can k? Take care everyone and I really hope to meet you guys during these 2 weeks yeah? Alright, Cya all soon~! =] "Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none." - William Shakespeare |
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