Part Deux.
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Previously On Shawn's Blog
Saturday, May 05, 2007 12:39 am
A Break.
Dear all,
I have decided to take some time off from everything for a couple of days, maybe weeks. Don't worry about me, I'll be alright eventually. Don't bother calling or messaging my phone because I'm turning it off after I send my parents off, which is in 12 hours. My house phone's still intact if it is an emergency. I won't be going online on msn either, but if you really need to get to me, then you can leave me a message here because I'll see it. I just need to take a break from everything that's happening and think. Think about me and my life. I'm lost and confused. I don't know what I'm doing. To the point where I can't tell the difference between right and wrong. I don't know what's my next step. I've made mistakes. Did things that I'm not proud of. Now, everyday I wake up just to live for that day with no meaning. Pointless. There's nothing I look forward to anymore. Or perharps there's really nothing to look forward to anymore. I need this time to sort my life out and everything that's important to me. Because I don't even know what is important anymore. My mind's messing with me. I'm mentally exhausted and it doesn't seem to get better each day. I'm on my own from now on. Always have. Always will be... - Shawn |
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