Woah today was really weird. Usually when I take bus to school or back home, there will be someone accompanying me. However, today my lessons started at a later time than Jeremiah and Weian, so I went to school alone. I started pondering on the bus about relationships and I felt feelings for her...

Although we haven't talked for a long time and perharps we aren't that close, somehow I just couldn't stop thinking of her when I was on the bus. I mean we have been friends for close to 5 years? She's always nice to me all these times and I have actually thought about US being together before. However, I guess I wasn't prepared before, but I realise on the bus today that I am! After 19 years on Earth, I'm ready to make sure a commitment! =)

I've always been nice to her too all these while, but we never really talked that often or met up at all after secondary school was over. I decided to drop her a message and I was glad that she replied! I'm asking her out next week and hopefully I'll get to be with her! =]

I know it's kind of strange when you don't really talk that often with someone, but still the feelings I felt on the bus was real. I guess I didn't really ask her out all these years because I was waiting... Waiting for perharps someone else who I know I can never be with no matter how hard I try? Also, waiting for the right time and I know the time is right now after all these time. Yeah, isn't it strange? Shawn's finally growing up! L0L!

To HER: I know we don't talk often or even go out at all, but I hope that you give me this chance to prove myself to you. You may be thinking that I'm making a decision too fast, but I swear that my feelings for you are genuine and real. I was extremely glad to hear that you are single and if you do read this and figure it out... I really hope that you agree to be with me because I want to be with you! =]