And can you believe it ? There goes April... Well, this month has been different ? I realise that I spent $250 on gifts alone! L0L! However, I'm more than happy that I did because these all important and special people in my life ! Fei Ge told me that he doesn't want me to waste money because it is unhealthy! ahaha, but I'm more than willing to for my big bro! =] So apart from gifts, I think transport amount to about $80 ? The stuff I bought from Ikea amount to $40. My monthly savings plan at $50. Drinks about $45 ? Everything else should amount to about $200? Therefore in conclusion... I spent a grand total of... $665 !!! WAH JIALAT ! How ? I have to cut down on my expenditure man. Perharps I need a financial assistant or something. L0L!

Apart from money, I've been filled with emotions and thoughts this month! Yeah, there's been both good and bad times. I've been happy/sad/disappointed/worried/excited/nervous/anxious and of course EMO. L0L! Well, I promise to be less EMO next month !! ahaha! EMO-ness isn't something easy to get rid off leh!! L0L! I guess I tend to think too much about stuff? But that's just me I suppose. I'm a thinker! I make decisions with my Heart rather than my Head, so yes I'm an emotional person no doubt. I care alot about how others feel and sometimes it affects me too much because whenever you seem to care that much, but the other party doesn't give a sh!t... it hurts and it really sucks alot. I guess that's why people take advantage of me and make use of me.

The most significant thing that happened this month is that I got saved on Easter, which was the 8th. This means that in a week and a day, I'll be an official Christian for a month! Isn't that COOL !? ahaha! Yay!! Must celebrate!! Furthermore, my parents won't be in town next week! Isn't that COOL x 2 !? Woohoo!! L0L! It's going to be a special day for me and I'm excited!! 1 month leh!! =]

Also, I've learnt a couple of valueable lessons in life this month! I've grown up la in a way. Grown more mature and understanding towards other's feelings. I've learnt not to be childish, selfish and self-centered. The world doesn't revolve only around me! Furthermore, knowing that I'm a sensitive person then I should be more sensitive towards other's feelings too!

I have to admit that I've wasted alot of time this month by not doing anything especially in school. I'm not doing much on project days and the rest of the days I'm not really learning anything either. I hate wasting time not doing anything because it is similar to wasting my life away.

I forgot what else I want to say. Damn. Anyway I still need to clear some bank stuff. The letter was sent like a month ago already? However, I have yet to go do something about it. I want to buy my black JBL Creature II Speakers leh, but it cost $169. *Sighz* That means I have to spend money again. Spending money is unhealthy!! L0L! Oh well, I'm going to stop here for now because I cannot recall what else I would like to say already. Do stay tuned because I'll update again soon yeah? Take care all ! =]

"When a deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive."
- Alan Paton