Allo. I wanted to go to bed already, but now I'm much more awake after a few droplets of tears streamed down on my face. Ever heard this song entitled "Fix You" by Coldplay? You guys should check it out. The lyrics are really meaningful and I feel like I can relate to the song too! So do check the song out and here's the lyrics to my favourite part in the song...

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.....

Here's a link to the video, but this isn't by Coldplay though. It was done by Lukas Rossi, the guy who won Rockstar: Supernova. I felt he did the song really well especially towards the end at 2:08 and if you notice carefully, Paula Abdul is in the audience too! Yeah, so do take a look if you have the time because I felt really moved when he did the song live on Rockstar: Supernova. =]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouiU5igVEaA

Anyway, I would just like to share another video with you guys. I actually took this video home on the way back from a jog. It's a video of this adorable kitten which kept following me as if trying to tell me something. Usually, when I see cats I won't bother or think too much about them. This one was special in a way though because I walked past and turned back to take a look at it. It approached me after that and walked in front of me before sitting down. When another lady came by, it went behind me to hid! Aww... I felt like bringing it home, but I knew my parents won't be too keen on me and I'll probably have to sleep outside the house along with this kitten. L0L! Yeah, so go take a peek if you can because the video is less than a minute! =]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LCxlMtxsXbI

I went to church with fei ge and I'm happy that I did. They had the altar call again, but I didn't go. I'm not prepared yet to be honest, but I'm not sure why actually. I want to be able to put my hand up proudly and really let God in before making that commitment to be a Christian. Yeah, so I'm still waiting for that moment and that right time. I have no idea how long it will take, but you guys still remember this phrase I used quite recently... "Slowly, but surely!" =] Yup, so I'm not going to spend too much time elaborating on it because religion is a personal thing afterall! =]

During the sermon, I was looking at the pastor and he reminds me of Sow Tong Bee!! The hair look like wig leh really, but I still can't figure out if it is. I couldn't concentrate la because too distracting already la! Then, the only thing that I can vaguely remember is like when you close your eyes, you can see the vision of your future? Am I right? Somewhere along that line right? Yeah, so spent most of the time communicating with fei ge by typing out the message on my phone. L0L! He saw all my messages from the inbox and sent messages! >.<>.<

I went to meet Hongyue for lunch at West Mall after that and we walked around for awhile too. She had to leave around 3pm plus and at the bus interchange we started talking about friendship and stuff. She told me that true friends are very hard to come by nowadays. It's very true la in a way and that's why I'm fortunate to have met her! Come to think of it, I know her for like 6 years already leh! I mean that's freaking long leh and I'm starting to feel old! Still, it's special la because I know I can tell her stuff that others might not actually understand, so I told her some of my current issues and things that I'm dealing with! Thanks for listening! =]

I went home after that and slacked all the way till now. I was talking to fei ge not too long ago and I didn't mean to disrespect or anything k? I know you're not mad at me, but still I apologise! =] I'm glad I had the conversation with him though because I managed to tell him stuff that I've wanted to tell him for a pretty long time already! I just share with you all la hor... if don't wanna listen then your problem la! L0L! I told him that he's the only person I listen to other than my parents, which is the truth of course. What I mean by this is when my parents tell me not to do something, I won't do it unless I've got a good explaination, which I will talk with them about it. If anybody else tell me not to do something, I not necessarily listen to them all the time. Yup, so other than my parents, fei ge's the only other person that I will listen to or obey in other words. He told me he doesn't deserve it and he isn't such a good bro. I asked if it is me that makes him feel that way, but he said no. Hey, if you do read this, good for you! ahaha! I told you earlier, but I'm going to say it again k? You are a good bro and you do not need to prove that to me k? =] The rest of the conversation is not for you all to see already, so don't KPO! L0L! Ok, I want to sleep already! Later got Amazing race at 8am so must wake up and watch! Take care and be good! ahahaha! =]

"Strive for excellence, not perfection."
H. Jackson Brown Jr.