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Previously On Shawn's Blog
Monday, March 19, 2007 2:35 am
Signs.
Dear Blog,
Yesterday was Sunday and it was a really weird day for me. Anyway, Hongyue and Malbindar are not in town as they are both on holidays. Hongyue is in Taiwan, but she should be returning back today. However, I doubt I'll see her anytime soon. Malbindar left on Saturday for Australia and he's going to be there for 2 weeks! Isn't that Cool ? *Sighz* I'm going to be bored and it's going to be hard to find someone to talk to since Mal isn't in town. Anyway, like I said it was a weird day yesterday. I don't really know how to describe it? However, I can gladly say that the day got better. I had to wake up at 7:30am and proceed to Expo alone. I did tell my parents the day before that I was going out, but I didn't say where. My dad kind of got suspicious and he said in a joking way "How come you these past Sundays always go out so early like people going church like that". I didn't respond. I was really tired because I didn't get a good night sleep and I couldn't sleep on the damn train either. I reached Expo and blah blah etc. etc. I don't want to elaborate about it because I just didn't aiya dunno how to explain la. It's like my body is physically there, but my mind is not. Got it? Yeah, I don't know how else to explain already. So after 2.5 hours, I took the train back to Clementi to meet Jeremiah and Weixuan. We were supposed to meet 2pm, but I called them to come earlier because I thought I would reach about 1.30pm. The fricking train at Expo took 11 minutes to come, but I still managed to reach Clementi at 1.45pm and they still came about 2pm. L0L! We went to buy games then had lunch and proceeded to Jeremiah's house. I was really drained by then and I fell asleep after awhile. The good thing was that I managed to play his brother's acoustic guitar for awhile! Yeah, the shiokness of the highness was there and all my problems were cast away. We stayed till about 7pm plus before Weixuan and I left. Weixuan left for home, but I didn't want to go home yet because I didn't feel like, so I went to meet Siang Yee for the first time. L0L! I met him at Chinese Garden MRT station. Sibei Cheena siaL! Ok, then he took me to this prata store. I don't know the name of the shop, but it isn't RK house la. L0L! We wanted to ask Herdy to come also, but he was at Yishun. Aiyoo... so we ate at the prata shop and it's cheaper than Alif at Bukit Gombak! Funny la he can talk so much of cock just like me. L0L! After that, we went to a void deck nearby to slack and he wanted to smoke also. L0L! Then we talked more and I realised that we have quite a lot in common too! It's pretty cool actually when you meet someone for the first time other than in school and it's like you can click with them easily. The stuff we talked about are also those sensitive stuff and problems that I don't usually even talk to others about also. Yea, it's nice to really just sit down to talk and do nothing else. I haven't done that in don't know how many years already. Ok la, the only other thing that he did besides talking was smoking. L0L! The good thing was that he discourage me from smoking, but paisei la sia I was tempted because I heard smoking can forget your problems. L0L! Still, it was really nice just to have a conversation like this without any distractions. I think we sat and talked for at least an hour before leaving. I reached home after 11pm? So I think we actually talked for about 2 hours at that void deck leh... So later Khairul is coming over to get my guitar and Farhanah's guitar fixed. Hopefully, everything will go smoothly and according to plan. L0L! Let's see my schedule for this week so far although I haven't really decide what to do. There will probably be more changes than anticipated! L0L! Monday: Khairul coming over Tuesday: Sentosa Wednesday: Accompany my dad to NUH Thursday: Jog! Friday: Jog! Saturday: Slack! Sunday: Slack! Ok la, I quite EMO now actually, but hopefully it will all go away when I wake up in the morning. I saw signs yesterday too when I was going to Clementi and I'm really disturbed already. I think if I see any sort of signs again, I will really go crazy. I just want them to stop already. I'm not sure if I'm going Church this approaching week. *Sighz* I'm sorry I can't be perfect. =[ "Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it." - David Starr Jordan |
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