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Part Deux.
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Previously On Shawn's Blog
Thursday, June 21, 2007 12:56 am
Stress.
Ok, I think I'm stressed out. I have no idea about what. I just feel so odd right now. Suddenly I have absolutely no mood to do anything. I seriously think I'm going to screw up my final year. I have a miniproject to submit by next week and I have no idea what to do. My final year project seems to be getting nowhere. My studies are going downhill. Finances are such a burden. Dad's going to kill me when he see the phone bills. Mum isn't doing too well recently. I haven't been sleeping well at night. WTH IS WRONG!?
School's reopening next week and I'm worried. I feel like quitting man. I realise engineering isn't really what I want to do anyway. Oh man, this really sucks. Perhaps the reason why I can't sleep at night is really because of STRESS. Damn. I don't know what I'm going to do. I still have my software engineering miniproject to worry about and I don't know a thing. This is crazyyy... I had minimal fun this week. I just need to talk to someone badly now man because I don't know what I'm going to do. It's just hard typing stuff out at this hour and tearing and thinking about everything. I'm not being emo. I'm just really stress out right now and worried about stuff. I can't do this on my own man. What do I do now? My back's against the wall. There's nowhere to run to. No place to hide. Noone to talk to. It's insane. It's like an endless chain of problems. You solve one, then you have to solve the next and the next and the next and there's just no freaking end. I just wish that things were different. I don't regret anything that has happened to me, but I just wonder what things would be like if my life was different man. Sometimes I just wish... wish that things were different... I need a doctor... or someone... anyone... =[ |
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