*Sighz* I'm already home now. I decided not to go for AEM today. My lesson was supposed to end at 4pm, but our lecturer released us at 3.30pm. I had to wait 1.5hours as AEM only starts at 5pm. Therefore, I decided not to go after weighing all the pros and cons. I was distracted the whole day thinking if I should drop this AEM. I regret signing up for it without really considering much. Damn, I wasted $30 on that. Luckily, I still have not bought the book, which cost another $8. I still have 1 week to really make my decision, but I feel that my mind is already made up.

I realised that even if I take AEM, I won't be exempted from any modules in University. That also means that I'll be studying the same thing in University as well. This will only give me a head start in other words. Furthermore, it falls on Monday and Tuesday at 5pm. Those are the only 2 days that I end at 4pm and get to go home early. Whenever I see my friends go back home, I also will wish to go back naturally. During the entire AEM lesson yesterday, all I could think of was going home. Oh well... I'm pretty lost now actually.

I turned to fei ge for advice obviously. L0L! He told me to decide properly. He said it may be important, however it may be better if I drop it. Obviously, I took fei ge's advice into consideration and thought about it. It took me hours to decide, but during that period of time I realised that my heart was telling me to drop it. Perhaps it is in my best interest to drop it especially when my heart isn't there during lessons. I'll end up not listening, which leads to me not learning anything as well. Then, what would be the use ? If I don't learn anything, I won't be able to do the test or exam, which means taking AEM would be a complete waste of my time. That's how I see it.

Anyway, I'm pretty confused as to what I should do right now. I'm really tired and I need some rest. I'll stop here for now. Take care and I'll update you guys on the situation soon. Cya~! =]