Part Deux.
my name is Shawn. The Message.
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Previously On Shawn's Blog
Friday, August 17, 2007 6:41 pm
updates!
HELLO! Yes 8 days never update already. 8 is a lucky number, so that's why I'm updating today especially since my CCA paper is tomorrow! L0L! Hmmm... I want to do well and get an A seriously. However, since my common test was pretty messed up, I have to get like 80+ for this paper? That's possible if the guidelines given are accurate and I hope they are. I really studied hard for this paper! REALLY! It's the Quality, not the Quantity! So... wish me luck yeah?
Ok, my excuse this time for not updating for 8 days is not because I'm lazy, but because of the EXAMS! Ok fine, I was lazy too. L0L! I was busy studying ! Oh well, tomorrow's my first paper and my second paper is on Wednesday. Damn, I hate Software Engineering, there's so much to memorise! If I fail that paper, then I fail the entire module! =[ On the brightside, I have 4 days of Holidays before VPP starts! YAY! -.- Damn it! 5 weeks of VPP from Monday to Friday 8am to 5pm. There goes 5 weeks of my holidays and I'm only left with 2 weeks of holidays after that. =[ See la... Who the heck says this month is going to be the BEST month of all. What a joke! It feels like I'm going to work for 5 weeks man. Oh well, what to do? Life like that... BUT I'm happy because Friday I'm going out with HER after HER last paper! WOOOHOOO! YAY!! LALALA! DOOODOOODOOO! I'm as happy as a cow! o.O So, where do we go huh? Today, my horoscope says... Instead of being mad at someone, connect with them. Find out what they meant to say. There couldn't be a better timing. *Sighz* If you do read this, which I'm pretty sure you won't, just know that whatever happens, happens. It sucks whenever something like that happens and it hurts because you are the closest to me. However, sometimes, the things you do are unbelieveable and it makes me think if you ever spare a thought about me. I'm always there when you need me, even if it means cancelling other appointments or even skipping school just to meet you. Then I stop to think... When was the last time when I called and said I needed you and you were there for me? Don't remember? Yeah, I can't either because you never did. You are always busy with stuff ALL the time. I'm not asking you to be there 24-7, it's like rarely when I call and say I need you, but you're never free. So... I cancel all my other appointments and even skip lesson once when you wanted to meet me, but you have NEVER done the same. Also, whenever we meet, it is always at YOUR convenience and rarely at mine. I never talk to you about these because I respect you fully. However, enough is enough. You told me once "A friendship works both ways". Is it really working both ways? I don't feel that way. Yes, I'm mad at what you did, but I'm more upset rather than mad. Did you spare a thought for me? I really don't know what has got into you? I missed the good times and the fun times. It hurts whenever I think about all the fun we used to have even at the airport. *Sighz* I did love and care about you a lot. I don't know how or what I feel right now, but I guess time will tell. I don't know where we go from here, but I just want to wish you the best in everything you do from here on out. Sorry. Take care. Well, I don't think I can go on blogging already. =[ Anyway, best wishes to all who are taking their Exams and study hard too yeah? Take care and god bless everyone including you. =] "Cherish all your happy moments: they make a fine cushion for old age." - Chris Morley Backstreet Boys - Still I still need you I still care about you Though everything's been said and done I still feel you =[ |
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