Well, it has been a long time since I last blogged. I have been pretty busy and LAZY. Life's still pretty normal, but with ups and downs. It has been a bad year for me and I'm looking forward to the new year.

I just came back from the hospital. My grandfather was admitted in yesterday and I went over to see him today. I don't even remember when was the last time I saw him. It's a really long story, but to put it simply, there was an argument between my dad and his brother. Basically it was a huge family problem and I don't wish to elaborate on it. I'm just embarrassed by all these and I really don't know what to say. I didn't even recognise my grandfather when I saw him, he really slim down by a huge amount and he is just so skinny and ill right now. I have no idea what more I should say...

Polytechnic life is more stressful this semester because most of the lecturers are plain lousy and bull crap. Therefore I have been studying by myself at home to make sure that I won't have to depend on those darn lecturers. I'm also finally able to see most of my classmates true colours and it's shocking. Some of them just don't know when to shut their mouth, hopefully they learn it the hard way. All that bloody stupid comments are really not necessary and not wanted. I don't give a damn how you behave at home or anywhere else, so don't even dare try to show me your god damn attitude unless you're asking for trouble. I'm sure YOU know who YOU are, I really hope you get what you deserve. May god bless you man. I don't really have much to say about the rest of my classmates...

I'm having my study break right now and my common test is on the 3rd and 5th of January. I'm not sure how well I'll do for my common test, but I'll make sure that I try my best no matter what. Right now, I'm just feeling pretty lost and separated from my family. I have nothing to say to any of them after I saw my grandfather today. I guess I'm pretty much on my own right now because there isn't anyone out there I can depend on anymore. I'm really sick and tired of people who are insensitive towards other people's feelings and care only about themselves. I hope that I'll never meet such people in my life again.

Oh well, I'm depressed, frustrated and irritated. I can't wait for the 2006 to come as well as the 2nd year in my poly life. I pray that I won't meet such insensitive people again. I feel that I have wasted my time being friends with this person. I have these 2 weeks to get back on track and do well for my common test. Before I end this entry, I would like to say this: If any of you feel that I'm not good enough to be a friend of yours, tell me, so that both parties won't waste their time anymore. That's all for today, god bless~

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