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Part Deux.
my name is Shawn. The Message.
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Previously On Shawn's Blog
Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:30 pm
Arghh!!
I've been thinking quite a lot this couple of days. I hate it when I start thinking about certain stuff because it gets me all cranked up. L0L! I was thinking a lot about friendships, relationships and all that stuff. I noticed that whenever I treat somebody really good, it never gets reciprocated. No offence to those who have been great to me (well, you will know if you have been treating me well.), love you guys.
Anyway, the thing is why can't these people acknowledged that I'm good towards them and do the same in return? I still can't fricking figure that out. I mean come on, that's plain old bull crap. Does it hurt in anyway possible to simply be nice in return? Is it that fricking hard to do? I just cannot believe such people, their behaviour and personality just pisses me off. Yes, I'm saying it right here right now because a majority of people nowadays are like that. Those that treat me in such a manner, I'm sure you know who you are. You can't hide your personality, sooner or later your true colours will show. It sucks to be around people who doesn't show the love, care and concern towards you when you do exactly the same thing towards them. Anyway, I'm not going to give a damn about these people anymore because it is basically a waste of my time and I'm real sick and tired of it. Then, there's my career. I kept thinking about modelling recently, the thought just gets me all pump up. It's my passion and something that I have to do, but I have my doubts. What if I don't make it into the modelling industry? Honestly, I'll be crushed and I won't know what I'll do next. I'll be disappointed if I don't try it out either, that's why I'm in a dilemma right now. *Sighz* My big bro has shown great support and he wants me to do it because he knows I can. It really helps to have these kind of people around to give encouragement and show concern. Unlike those insensitive and insensible freaks out there who takes advantage of me!! Seriously, I do not know where I am heading right now, I just hope for the best and prepare for the worst. That's about all I can do right now eh? Oh well, I guess I'll stop here for now, take care everyone~! =] "I dwell in possibility..." - Emily Dickinson "You can't choose the ways in which you'll be tested." - Robert J. Sawyer |
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