It's been a realli long time since I last blog. My life has changed pretty much after tt incident occured. U wan to 4get bout' it, but it's juz so hard and painful to do so. I didnt get a respond after i apologise, so i obviously guess tt it's pretty much over. Life goes on...

I haf been pretty busy wif my work lately. Even if I had the time to blog, I cant bring myself to do it. The reason is cuz I'm left wif gd memories of us being together, but unfortunately, juz wif a twist of fate, it's all over. But hey, I respect his decision and I onli wan him to be happy. Anyway, I got back my 'O' Lvl Chinese Results. I managed to pass and get a C6, it was a shock tt I managed to pass. My parents were glad, but I decided to retake it again and maybe try my luck for a B3 or B4. My big bro says that if I get above C5, he will gif me a treat. Haha.

*Sighz* Even as I'm writin this thing, I juz cant seem to get over it. Well, it took a hell lot of me to apologise, but it was still not accepted. Anyway, it's been nearly a month since we last talk and stuff. In tt month, a lot has happen. I found tt I couldnt continue to like her cuz of a shockin reason. It's veri different rite now. I look at things much more differently den I used to and I start to realise the important things in my life tt I nvr wanna lose. I lost 1 already, and hey I noe tt's nvr gonna happen again. Maybe wad happened realli taught me something tt I probably wouldnt be able to learn else where.

I believe tt time will heal wounds, but this isnt a wound anymore. It has becum a scar because this person was more than a fren. I treat others differently now, I learnt to open up more and not to keep things to myself. But there will always be something tt will be missing now, unless he decides to gif me another chance. Hopefully, he remembers all the wonderful times we shared and forget tt misunderstandin tt cuz this.

Well, guess I'll stop here for today. I dunnoe when will be the nxt time I blog again. So I'll cya the nxt time i blog ya...